Truths of my heart

i have been having nightmares of me murderin ppl and trying to hide the victim from the police for 2 days alrd. Last time it would be me being murdered by ppl nw its somethin new. But.. i can;t find a stress factor , the 2 stress factor which is possible is that one sch is starting . The next is that the person i wanna murder is Chen huixin. Seriously tis women can realli get on my nerves, diggin out things to quarrel. And now, my nickname in her blog is sammi fanatic, i shall call her quarrel fanatic n childish fanatic. The phrase "everybody changes " is always something that i have to tell her so many times. Haiz ..


To quarrel fanatic : I seriously hope that u stop the " lets be hi bye frens" thingy , i dun wish to hear that anymore ah , i am nt ur bf , "break then patch, break then patch" . U shld noe that i am the :break ok then break once n for all "kind . I hope that u would change in a way whr u dun let ur "at that time " emotions may u do rash things. And also dun rely on others to give u security, maybe the onli ones u can rely is ur family.Sometimes having too much expectations on ppl will make u dissappointed . Have expectations on urself, u will feel happier when u have acheive them.

And lastly .. Sammi did not say all those stuffs, its Jacintha Sebastian Joseph! Maybe we shld realli have a gd talk b4 my sch starts, cause it would be the time whr i am gonna disappear for weeks n months again.

Enough of chen huixin .. hmm.. my cousin dropped my 2months neiece on the floor ytd! Luckily went to check hospital, nothing wrong onli blue black. The poor baby was so fragile when i saw her on sat. Onli my super hyper newphew whom i just love so much, so manja. Just now while running , a few mysterious van drove in , so i had to stop my jog, as i am the only person n girl there. Its time to sweep n mop floor !