wrong guys all the time ,,, i wan to be a mother...

i think its been a long time since i blogged.. erm , i think holiday life is kinda fruitful now , no mentioning i still did not have any interiew replys except for 2 . today went for my nephew birthday party .. kids are just so adorable , but my newphew is realli very michevious , he will push ur hand aways when u help him.. his sister is realli a diff story . when i help to look after her today, i just carried her and she was so quiet did not cry at all and was playing with me and smilling at me , she she loves to hid her face onto my arms, and that is realli a perfect moment when u carry a baby and she wants u to sayang her. Oh man , i realli enjoyed playing with babies. I wan to give birth soon... haha .. cause i noe , i will wait a long time for my bro. So i shall try at be the first parent .. hmm...

Ok now its ytd, i spent half an hour looking at the sucide drama at teban , and lookin at how the reporters and civil defence work .. and they are indeed very professional . And a reporter interview me , actually she was just trying to like listen around to see if she can get more information. One stupid man , cause the crowd of 2000 people , and 4 civil defence cars .. damm drama. i think he wanted to be a main actor in hk drama. Flea market with babyxin is great , and we are looking out for more opportunites. i think i see her a lot of times this week man .. Thank u baby for accompanying me to SIM and wait for 2hrs.

i think i really have some sway luck for love , just have some sway luck .. i have doubts abt u , although u are nice and cute but its impossible for us , unless u can be a singaporean lor .. which is impossible.. i seriously dun have any feelings for u , but ur actions sometimes make me wonder am i too cruel. i tot u are just lying but , its been almost a month and u will still hope to see me on msn ? Damm .. pls stop treatin me nice.. whether u realli mean it or not , i will never noe, and dun wan to noe , just dun appear anymore.. Dun waste ur money ..

Hmm , dada keep askin me the same question " jac, do u like rum?" haiz .. da , if he change his race then i will jio him.. haha .. stupid luck with guys, after cjs .. i think he put a curse on me alrd.. i dun care man , i am try my best to stop all the "sway luck" .. i want to go matchmaking.. i wanna find a guy how is innocent and a bookworm..

i wan to find the father of my child.. whr are u dear?

an old classmate ..

"I have come up with my own verdict about work, i hate it when i am forever a soft-hearted soul. I look down on people who are hard-on money and to earn that tiny bit go the extreme ways. Who doesn't love money, don't be a hard-on and (yikes) trying to pretend innocent and friendly but seriously i find you really disgusting, pitiful and fugly. Don't treat nice people as pushovers, when they are purely trying to keep peace. Can somebody tell me how to face these sort of people? urgh. i'm tired of such pretentious people. "


I adapted this from a poly ex-classmate blog .. a very famous blog .. its been a long time since i have read the blog , and i was telling daphy that we can invite her for our gathering .. But i am seriously takin back my words.. When i read the above para .. i was like huh ? U tokin abt urself ? I seriously dun understand why is her entries tryin to " angelize " her self .. Come on u are nt a saint.. Seriously now i noe why ester called us the HIPPOS last time .. We indeed are.

Just some rantings .. critizing is my hobby .. I 'm nt a saint nor a soft hearted soul.. hehe .. ( This entry is so huixin , she make me become a bitch again )

Haiz ..

Hmm .. i am kinda restless now , its so hard to find a job.. I have send like so many emails to the damm recruit agents but there is no reply. I think a lot of ppl are lookin for job now lor.. alemak.. and then SIM application is nt done yet .. Tml must go NYP n SIM , then sat go agent for aus uni... But my hse is still in a mess , now that i have confirmed graduated , i realli wanna throw away the unwanted notes and books le.. then i will have more space.. But the thing is i am so restless to do it. Hmm.. i hope to start work soon , i need money man.. i wanna go italy next year one lor , even if nt italy , it would be maldives.. So i need save money .. Money Money Money ..

My mother ytd tried to bribe me . she say if i stay in singapore she will buy whatever i want .. But now alrd she buys almost watever i want.. That silly women.. I told her if i can get into ANU i will go , its my dream sch ... Will some one forgo her dream sch just because of the fear of homesick ? I dun noe what my final decison will be . Shall let god guide me..

Aquentine I.S

My mood today !

taken on fri , with daphy .. an artistic photographer sitin on the roads of s'pore busiest street
I am lazy to turn the pic , but its cute this way
My Son..
That un glam person behind is amanda huang

Phtotographer: Amanda Huang Model: Jacky Wu Dress : Various labels Food : Pasta Mania

Background : Parkway Pasta Mania

Went to mandy's aunt salon to cut my hair today .. Yup and i like it .. Next time i no need to trouble and think which hair salon i shld go le.. Just drop by at Aquentine Image Solution .. can visit the marketing executive Mandy Lam there. Damm mandy has a name card.. I wonder wat will be my position on my first name card .. CEO .. hahah, yeah. Anda daphy is startin work tml is her advertising company , another damm u. i took photos with my dada today such a lovely boy even when he has become heavierl.. hee, with him sittin on ur lap u just feel so touched.. i am amanda are 2 desperate mothers the way we molest dada, amanda is even worse she even molest qiqi. Ok i am feeling drowsy and wanna indulge in my en alrd..

Double O .. Great !!!!!!

I just love this little boy , he is so cute la .. cuter then dada man!!! Haha...

Mi is finally a mother of 12 .. Congrats!!!!!!!

Hmm double O was fun ytd .. and i reached home at 4.30 .. Cab fare its nt that ex actually its 14bucks.. I was so high ytd keep pulling daph to go dancing.. the dance floor was great.. And useless amanda was sloppy and on the floor most of the time. Next time i will leave her there if she do it again man.. hmm ... i think mandy n yx gt a shock with our "high " but they had great fun too .. so we have more clubbin kakis now..

I am bored man .. there is things to do like look in newsapaper for job , sumbit uni application and throw away papers, but i am just too lazy...

Oh daphy , mandy n yx .. Thanks man .. U all are realli true trustworthy friends..I wanna thank all the ppl who gave amanda lime and warm water ytd too .. ( even though no one will know i thank them .. watever!) Hmm thank u soccer player??

ah .. so many things to express..

A lot of stuffs kinda happen this week , while mugging for exams, i and mummy went fine dinning cause we had a voucher and fine dining sucks cause it can never fill ur stomach when its like so expensive.. My mini steak cause 32bucks. And a meal for 2 cost 94bucks .. In the end we walk walk then eat at the makansutra next to DXO ..

Tml is the last day of exams and graduate le .. i am so excited .. there are like so many stuffs to do when after tml , the first thing is to get all uni applications done. Source for alternatives, go see doc for the slimmin thingy .. i have reach the optimal stage of fatness due to exams. Hmm .. the find job in the mean time , and pester mummy to bring me on a holiday..

I and mummy have been like tearing for 2 days when we watch the fei fei memorial , and her daughter is one damm strong girl i truly admire , to imagine she's the same age as me , i am reali ashamed , i can never be as strong as her. Whenever i have encounter with deaths , i will have a very scared feelin of losin my loves one. Without my mummy , i will realli become so lonely , life will be nt be meaningful. I cry whenever i see the fei fei program , cause she loves her daughter just like mummy loves me . So i am so scared of losing her..

My mum ask me to download a few nice memorial songs for her mum .. hehe .. i said choy ! Then she said her mother is already 84 so she also must be prepared.. Actualli i realli wish to take my grandma and stay with me , seeing her a old lady everyday call my mother and say she very fan and ask her today what date .. Its so hurtful.. But staying at my hse is impossible le , the place is like so packed now.

I told my mother when i die , i want to be burned , and i want purple rose, champage rose is nice too. If i die young , i wan all sammi songs a song that is must have would be " i cannot be replaced" .. hehe .. if i die old then i dun noe man .. And onli chen huixin is authorised to burn my diaries , if she reads then i will become ghost and haunt her everynight.

I dun noe what to say abt my bro's gf , i onli can say tat my bro dash all my hopes of having a da sao that can sayang and watch hk drama with me. Or even pick up a conversation. Ok la , i think i better get slpin.. Its the last paper tml , and i can pei my baby xin tml.