ah .. so many things to express..

A lot of stuffs kinda happen this week , while mugging for exams, i and mummy went fine dinning cause we had a voucher and fine dining sucks cause it can never fill ur stomach when its like so expensive.. My mini steak cause 32bucks. And a meal for 2 cost 94bucks .. In the end we walk walk then eat at the makansutra next to DXO ..

Tml is the last day of exams and graduate le .. i am so excited .. there are like so many stuffs to do when after tml , the first thing is to get all uni applications done. Source for alternatives, go see doc for the slimmin thingy .. i have reach the optimal stage of fatness due to exams. Hmm .. the find job in the mean time , and pester mummy to bring me on a holiday..

I and mummy have been like tearing for 2 days when we watch the fei fei memorial , and her daughter is one damm strong girl i truly admire , to imagine she's the same age as me , i am reali ashamed , i can never be as strong as her. Whenever i have encounter with deaths , i will have a very scared feelin of losin my loves one. Without my mummy , i will realli become so lonely , life will be nt be meaningful. I cry whenever i see the fei fei program , cause she loves her daughter just like mummy loves me . So i am so scared of losing her..

My mum ask me to download a few nice memorial songs for her mum .. hehe .. i said choy ! Then she said her mother is already 84 so she also must be prepared.. Actualli i realli wish to take my grandma and stay with me , seeing her a old lady everyday call my mother and say she very fan and ask her today what date .. Its so hurtful.. But staying at my hse is impossible le , the place is like so packed now.

I told my mother when i die , i want to be burned , and i want purple rose, champage rose is nice too. If i die young , i wan all sammi songs a song that is must have would be " i cannot be replaced" .. hehe .. if i die old then i dun noe man .. And onli chen huixin is authorised to burn my diaries , if she reads then i will become ghost and haunt her everynight.

I dun noe what to say abt my bro's gf , i onli can say tat my bro dash all my hopes of having a da sao that can sayang and watch hk drama with me. Or even pick up a conversation. Ok la , i think i better get slpin.. Its the last paper tml , and i can pei my baby xin tml.