Truths of my heart

Hmm.. i just feel like bloggin although its borin stuffs again...

I seriously hope that girl will get the job tml, its a cafe job, so i think the interview shld be quite ok. Mummy said something tat realli make me so proud of myself " see! u stay at home also can earn n help be do things , rather then go outside work n waste time" did not realise since when mummy's thinking has been similar.. i had a "sex" talk with mummy just now , i told her that its realli hard to have a bf n nt have sex in now the generation , told her that most of my frens are either mothers or have sex experience alrd. Then she ask me u lei ? ahaha.. i told her i dun have a bf ok, she said if u have will u give him ? I told her i dun wanna be a mom so young, but if i am older like 20 plus then maybe ba .. she told me in a calm manner : " only if u think that u wanna marry him then can " ah ya but in my heart i have 2 conditions on having sex" i must be be above 21yrs old n the guy must love me" i am very conservative girl ok ! n i always believe that if the guy realli loves u , he will respect u. But its so hard to find someone that loves u unconditionally nw.

I was watching this tv show .. and they say aquarians will get stress when they are force to do things, when they can't do what they like , and when they dun have freedom. Its fuckin true!The best way for us to relax is massage n bubble bath. ( Yeah i can bubble bath in the hotel bath tub for 5 days ! i can't wait ) Mummy said she is goin bring me to either penang or bangkok durin the depavali holidays .. i hope it will be true !

Lastly i wanna tell chen huixin that nicholas is damm childish ( i think u realli blind last time) , his msn nick is" executor" dragontooth. Come on , he is one bastard, n he want to seek justice? Act i think dragontooth shld exist, eye for an eye for ppl hu deserve to die is nt wrong actualli .. But actually even the killer dies also so wat man ? the victim will nt feel better too . Torture him in jail may be better..