i have been having nightmares of me murderin ppl and trying to hide the victim from the police for 2 days alrd. Last time it would be me being murdered by ppl nw its somethin new. But.. i can;t find a stress factor , the 2 stress factor which is possible is that one sch is starting . The next is that the person i wanna murder is Chen huixin. Seriously tis women can realli get on my nerves, diggin out things to quarrel. And now, my nickname in her blog is sammi fanatic, i shall call her quarrel fanatic n childish fanatic. The phrase "everybody changes " is always something that i have to tell her so many times. Haiz ..


To quarrel fanatic : I seriously hope that u stop the " lets be hi bye frens" thingy , i dun wish to hear that anymore ah , i am nt ur bf , "break then patch, break then patch" . U shld noe that i am the :break ok then break once n for all "kind . I hope that u would change in a way whr u dun let ur "at that time " emotions may u do rash things. And also dun rely on others to give u security, maybe the onli ones u can rely is ur family.Sometimes having too much expectations on ppl will make u dissappointed . Have expectations on urself, u will feel happier when u have acheive them.

And lastly .. Sammi did not say all those stuffs, its Jacintha Sebastian Joseph! Maybe we shld realli have a gd talk b4 my sch starts, cause it would be the time whr i am gonna disappear for weeks n months again.

Enough of chen huixin .. hmm.. my cousin dropped my 2months neiece on the floor ytd! Luckily went to check hospital, nothing wrong onli blue black. The poor baby was so fragile when i saw her on sat. Onli my super hyper newphew whom i just love so much, so manja. Just now while running , a few mysterious van drove in , so i had to stop my jog, as i am the only person n girl there. Its time to sweep n mop floor !

Human relationships are complicated, i like things to be simple n comfortable.
No matter how complicated my thinkings, my priniciples, and my stubborness are
Simple minded stuffs still attracts me
Human shld love themselves first before chosin to love someone
Love to me is complicated
Every women would want to be loved
But everyone has different perceptions on how love shld be

Friendships meant a lot to me once, i am sorry that i can't be the same as b4
Everyone change, u n me ,whether for the better or nt
I admit that u feel more for our friendship.
But i still do care even though u can't see,or even u don't feel
I dun noe how to express my tots n feelings n love well
I dun noe how to handle human relationships well
Sometimes wat i say may nt be wat i mean (well, if u believe )
I never expect anyone to understand wat i feel cause no one can ever do that
Misunderstandings is the something u need to tolerate in life
Even things are cleared, misunderstandings are endless

Its 3am , and i am getting emo again .. ahaha.. i watched a liitle of the cancer charity show just now , and i asked my mother , the patients say they need money because of the high medical fees, then wat is the govt doin abt it ? Because of the high medical bills , the patients are suffering in terms of money, i try my best to give whenever i can , and also provided i feel that the person realli needs help, i dun help ppl with hands n legs but just sit n beg.

I passed by novena church ytd, the crowd is still there, nt affected by the court case, well i guess nothing is greater than ur belief. Ppl always say i am nt religious , i am just not like some siao christians who worship god as their idol, i seriously depise them and it irritates my ear to hear abt ppl preaching these stuffs.

I belive in god, and actually besides toking to myself, crying to myself, telling myself my deepest tots , i tell him too . I think he hears, cause whenever i have problems or streessed up, something will happen , and then i am back on my feet again. I always cry hardly when tokin to him, also dun noe why, when i pray hard i also will cry. Cry baby is me .

But one thing i think he's dissappointed is that i dun go to church, i am very lazy when goin to chruch, and also sunday class last time. i need to get motivated, well god will have its way of pushin me harder.

For ppl who act read , ( daphy say she's bored too so she has to read this borin blog) my advice, dun read , i will tell u all to come when there is pics for u all to steal ok. I think onli i myself kinds my entry entertaining .. hehe

Seafood platter at fish and Co , its a great idea to share btw 3 peeps.. Its just too much
20 shots , 10 each for daphy n me
The wonderful view at new asia bar

I just woke up and its like 6pm now , ytd at mandy's place was fun , i think the funnniest thing is that i and shu wen left the note as if we were goin to commit sucide ahhaa .. Dada is such a cute boy, so heartwarming when he just come and sit on my lap... but putting him to slp is so difficult onli mandy can handle that. My tai tai mummy has alrd booked the trip to kL , this time my grandma will be goin us , i am nt very excited cause i think i am tired of shoppin alrd.But seeing the happy look on my grandma that her daughters are bringing her on a trip , it makes me feel so touched. hmm.. i hope hui xin's blogshop is sucessfully , then its time for me to eat soft rice, she always eat my soft rice lor, and i dun even ask a single cent back ok ... i am such a gd fren man..

No more money , only headaches

haiz .. no more home based job for me man , only the recruit consultant which is so hard to find educated ppl to work. Just when i gt the luck of earning 60 bucks in a day and also more customers, i have to stop the job, stupid man. But i think hx more poor thing never earn somemore kena scolded by ppl, no wonder she's scoldin me on her blog ( haha) I went out to spend money again today, and tml i am goin pubbin, sat go mandy place, tue go hx place. I am gonna tell mummy that she needs to start giving me money again, act these holiday i never realli use her money lei, execpt for hk . All the time i use the money from the job, and also my savings account ..So i am gonna take money from her for all my upcoming outings.

POSB : 81bucks
UOB 160 BUCKS ( It is supposed to have 200 bucks)
Cash : 4 bucks

I think i am having migrain again, or maybe a brain tumor. My headache has been coming and going for 3 days alrd, and its at the same spot. I dun wanna get sick n die. I dun dare to tell mummy cause i noe, she will make a big fuss abt it. I am scared..

Come on , Get a life or go IMH n stay !

Jia says:
hi
Jac says:
hi
Jia says:
wat u work as?
Jac says:
student
Jia says:
ic.how i know u?
Jac says:
u asked me this question once alrd
Jac says:
??
Jia says:
paiseh..my msn got a lot of ppl
Jac says:
ahha .. next time u shld get a pen rite down the msn nick and how u noe the person
Jia says:
ya lor
Jac says:
u always add ppl on msn ?
Jia says:
no lah..i got a lot of frens
Jac says:
cause i also dun noe why the hell u added me , i tot u wanted questions for a job , but it is nt the case so far
Jac says
but how can u nt noe ur frens msn ?
Jia says:
cos.. their msn nick keeps changing..
Jac says:
but email remains
Jia says:
i usually remember their nick one
ic , so u remember how u knoe me ma
Jac says:
cause i seriously curious why u add me
Jia says:
tink is on forum
Jac says:
so wat makes u add ?
Jia says:
either u are looking for job or looking somone for job
Jac says
ic .. so u need a job huh
Jia says:
not now
Jia says:
y
Jac says:
oh cause i posted on the forum that i lookin for ppl for job ma
Jac says:
then if u add me , it shld be because u need a job wat
Jac says:
pls write down somewhere how u noe me , cause its kinda fan seeing the same question , u may delete me from ur list also can la , anyway i am just a stranger
Jia says:
haha

i made a stupid mistake ytd .. i tot i block her alrd, gt a shock when she come tok to me , so i decided to show my sacrastic side again to such ppl. these ppl shld get a life and stop imagining things . I think i can't be a psychologist man , talkin to these kind of ppl makes me wanna strangle them. i am not gonna add any other ppl i dun noe on msn even if they are my customers.. so irritating .. does tokin to strangers feel up the emptiness in u all? Stop imagining go get urself cured.

Jacintha hates ppl with no sense of directions in life! Its like wat for living then ? Waste time , and waste ppl's love on u .. Every day u are tryin hard to get more frens and imagining, life would be so tiring for u all rite, go IMH n enjoy life la .

i seriously dun noe why humans contridict , i can't find a person that dun contridict . Just a tot of mine. I was msning nicholas today, that fake - self claim "executor "and "judge ironist "from dragontooth . he pissed me off a little , raking up the stupid sec sch days come on man , get a life la , why keep rakin up the past, and dun try make it as if u are a good guy and i am the bad one who ask hx to break with u ok. Its non of my biz. Watever, at first i was nt very pissed, i said gave him 60% of my sacrastic-ness to him durin the conversation, well being the ego guy he could nt take it and push back everything to me and say that every thing is a misunderstand and wanted me to tell him wat i n zhen wan found out .. come on man , it was ages ago, i can't even remember how some of my frens look like back then, and u want me to remember abt ur stuffs ... Siao lor. i seriously hope that he dun come n rake th past again. if nt he's the second person on my "block list" . Ppl who waste their life off tryin to be the good person in every one's eyes pissed me off. Haha my class gt one girl like that lor. Hu cares whether u r gd or bad, u dun go ard steppin on ppl's tail can le.

today headache has made me in a bad mood, i am lookin forward to pubbin , slpin over at mandy's place and hx place. And happy that i made 60 bucks today ! I have decided to buy myself the wallet ..

Hk pics

If only singaporeans can be so thoughtful

I dun like HK international airport, so far singapore's the best la

The old day who drove the boat to bring us round .. ( a great experience)

Night at Mongkok
Oh the auntie is askin me nt to take photo but too bad.. we just ignored her and walked off. Mongkok ppl tend to be more sacrastic esp the old ppl.

i forgot whose yatach is the this already , i think its stanley ho or some big millionaire in hk la
The boat restaurant
Old lady n old man fishing

At the peak


I wish i can smuggl vita ice lemon tea in singapore
Even "fei si lai" loves vita !

Me n my atm machine ( hee)
night view from my room

L'HOTEL
The lobby
The view from our hotel room
The wet market ( filled with old folks )

My review on HK

My oh my its gonna be a very very long post.

Ok , i am back from hk, i noe hx,mandy n amanda has been thinking tat i am so siao to blog when i on holida. No la, i never brin lappy there, hotel gt a internet corner, so while waiting i blog n check my mails. Got home only, i gt another deal, so happy workin from home, easy money.

Hong kong is realli the opposite from wat i heared from huixin .. ok i shall go one by one ba.

People

Hk ppl are mostly friendly , out of the app 50 ppl we ask for help in 5 days, onli 2 ignored us, the rest even directed us to the mtr and the place where we wanted to go. But i must say that hk ppl like to listen to ppl bootlick them, cause they are very feng shui consious , every thing is feng shui. Oh hk , i realli a ageing population, so many old folks, but they are much more healther than the folks in singapore.

Lifestyle
According to my tour guide, the hse in hk is small and expensive, so lots of them have 2 jobs so they are very realistic and stress. Hmm.. the old folks sit at tea house and eat dim sum n read newspaper. One thing i dun like is the men in hk, the middle age ones cause very thing is horse racing , and their language very vulguar. hk women are no play play man , dun think u can bully them, i witness cleaners scolding each other in the toilet.

Food
The food is heavenly man , wanton noodles have the whole prawn , they are nt stingy with the food, and when u order takeaways, they put a base and also seperate the soup n noodles. In singapore , the hawkers will say " nvm one la , for a while the soup won't dry up' .. in hk w/o u askin they do it.I must tell u all that i eat chang fen for 5 days and we even bring back to singapore. Amazing huh.

Shopping

Shopping is great la , so cheap man , but u must go to correct places, my hotel opposite is new territories big market , the clothes at the shoppin centre n roadstalls are 1-5 bucks onli ok . Mummy bought more clothes than me this time.


Ok , i seriously like this trip to hk, better than bangkok cause bangkok there is language barrier and also hk is safer, the police are like very where go. So no need to scared. Oh i wanna tell u all, i kena check at the hk custom when i arrived cause i was carry the big baggage which is half empty, cause mummy wants to put the shoppin stuff inside. So pai seh ok , like i take drugs.
Hmm.. my hotel was wonderful la, 5 star hotel, living at the 31st storey. The rate of my hotel nw is $480(sg) per night . Like ritz carlton ah , the hotel is by the 3rd richest women in hk , the one that died and left her assets to the feng shui shi fu.

Oh , i saw 2 hk stars. One was a old lady la , almost every hk drama has her as the mother. A very gd actress. Another one was a member of Boyz, he was driving car. Unfortunely no big stars to see. But knowing whr they stay is alrd gd enough, i tell u the stanely ho the hse fuckin big, and andy lau's hse that he is stayin is rent one, cause the person who owns the buildin dun sell. Oh the biggest hse that i see act is the tvb boss one lor, one big mansion. But no privacy use his hse is near the road.

Hmm.. we spend a lot on shoppin ... 2000 cash and 1500 visa . ahaha scary huh... act the 1500 visa , gt 1200 is spend on white gold. Tour guide brought us to the hk jew.... whr the feng shui master who predicted leslie chueng n anita mui's death desgin this pendent , that will bring good luck on the person as well as family life. The whole whole onli this place see this chain cause the feng shui master dun wanna his works to be like ( can be found everywhr) and also bcos of feng shui la , the weight of the gold is act according to feng shui. Its the most expensive chain i have man, the price of a simple gucci bag. Ok la , pics nw .. My blog is damm wordy.

In korean sia

my goodness i am using blogger in korean. Ytd i was in a rush to hop on the bus , so just wrote a few words . Now i am using the internet at our 5 star luxury hotel. The hotel is so cool with see through bathrooms, automatic lights , an invisible air con, the view of hk , and the peak, my fav area whr i can sit and watch the nice view .. and i am staying at the 31st storey . Oh ytd our tour guide brought us to visit andy lau, casino owner stanley ho and his fourth wife, leon lai, jacky chueng , jackie chan and also tvb's boss apartments haha... seriously i know whr they stay nw, and exactly which unit, i even noe leon lai and andy lau's yatch .. so cool man. I miss my bed , the hotel bed is n0t able to statisy me though. k i better get goin to Mongkok shoppin and my breakfast.

2nd day in hk

Its a wonderful cool morning in hk , ytd was nice but tired.. Hk's weather is cool, ppl are friendly, but the women here talks very loud. its early in the morning 7am. going of for breakfast and shoppin.. Hk's food is simply wonderful

stayin at home has made me feel to comfortable to go out. have been goin out these days and it i am nt very used to the crowd ahha.. Wat a joke .. Stayin home holiday has seriously made me feel so attached to my mother and bro, cause last time i see my frens most of the time, now i see my emails and my bro, and my mum most of time. My bro and my mother are like so worried, when they see me nt eating. Before bro go to work he ask me to make things to eat. but in actually fact i have been eatin more than my i shld last week. Haiz ... hopefull all the small sized clothes in hk will motivate more. I wanna say sorry to amanda for not contacting u , its always u make the move, yah cause jacky feels too comfortable being in my own comfort zone, doing things i wanna n feel like doing. I knoe that every thing is gonna change when sch starts , things would nt stop there just to meet jacintha's pace. Maybe being overprotected by my family makes me rely on them too much ba, but deep down i am still an independent girl who actually no need anyone to make her happy or sad, cause she can be happy, sad and angry by herself.

Amazing huh, my brain is full of spins. Ytd i was tokin to that guy la on the internet , and he was askin why am i single, i wanted to tell him bcos i have high expectations on ppl, bt in the end i did nt cause he's onli a stranger. He asked for my number , i told him " sorry i dun see the need " told him chatting online is more than enough. Oh , cjs just msn me , and for wat ? ask me to vote for his fren songwritiing. This shows how men can be so heartless huh, onli tok to u when they need help. I dun have feelings to him anymore, but it sometimes make me feel so angry that he just disappear. Maybe bcos i disappear from him too. Well everyone has their own life, watever i write , whoever looks at this entry would be able to feel for it cause the person that knows urself best is urself. Sometimes even u urself dun noe urself. Last time i don't even trust myself, not mentioning others. But nw, i am begining to trust myself. Dun ask me to trust a person 100% , it will never happen to me no matter how much i love the person.

Guys .. All the want is more women !

i am chating with this indian guy online .. wat a joke a race which i hate the most, he has a little intellegence, i added him online bcos of the home based job, yup... so far he's been chating as if he is a nice guy, treatin his gf n mother good, and even tell me his problems, well i want to chose to be neutral , but it keeps me wondering why is he tryin to get into my good books, he asked for my pic, and said " i noe u won't show rite" i told him well its onli a pic, wat possibily u can do to me , if u wanna see , then see lor, so i changed my display pic, out of courtesy he showed me his pic too. So far he is like prasing me like hell and also askin me to go out clubbin and have a drink. Come on , u said u love ur gf n u are flirtin with me. Well i am more than willing to play this flirting game, cause i am gonna get back at u .. ahaha.. my sacarstic words shoot u till u r speechless. So far he has nt realli step on my foot so i shall be nice till date. I am nt just like others..

Its been years since i play the flirtin game man.. have nt been in touch with guys for a long time .. ahhaa..

SHOW MI .. " GENG AH ! "

My internet connection gt prob, so now then upload the pics .. My goodness, i am still in "post sammi concert highness" ahaha.. I just can't believe i was so near to her ytd man .. And she was lookin down and talkin to the group of us standing infront. I wish i gt money to fly to shanghai to watch another show.. I am crazy le la. My aunt say my mummy hows the show and my mum said" very nice .. very touching , she become so pretty now" , the songs all very nice and it was more of a very high concert" Oh and she told my aunt luckily we bought the most ex ticks, the view so was so good. ( i am so happy mummy enjoyed the show so much. and she keep askin me to cry loudly so that sammi will notice me. Siao lor )

Just post some pics , for whoever bothers comin to my blog other than myself.

Before the show
And sammi appears..
The stage effects was fabulous

This was the dance part .. the whole stadium went crazy .. Its was so high !!

I will love this women forever .. (ahaha !)

The show ended le .. But no one moved ..