Truths of my heart

i sticked to my decision, and did not go to work, however the company person said she would ask the supervisor if i can take leave for the period of time where i am going hk.. yah .. but she has nt called till now , so i think can't lor ... even better.. the feelin of stayin at home alone is great, my father was at home though, but i just keep myself in my own room, readin my books and watchin my vcds. so far, today is a sucessful day of dieting .. i went running( although suppose to gym but i overslept) and i ate amanda's so called yucky oats. Its nice actually... hmm .. bloggin is addictive.. putin thoughts into words makes u understand urself more actually.

I was thinkin wat i can do to improve my resume's since i am nt workin for this holiday.. maybe i shld pick up a new language... korean , jap , n spanish are some that i am interested.. but i wonder if it is too ex..

i thought of a lot of things today.. like why has things changed? can things go back to its original place, and how can i make myself feel better even when things are nt what i expect. too many thoughts .. but i shall take my own time to discover, and maybe its time for me to change my character a little.

Ps : da n mandy thanks darlins.. i am fine, dun worry i just need time to think and get off the sadness n anger in me. happy workin u 2.. maybe we can meet up next week for dinner.