Freedom is an issue to me

I finally gt a job,dada n i went for interview today , its a samsung promoter job. Yah it would be good experience for me since i have nt done sales, and the company is media cum marketing company. but when i reached home, lyin in my own comfort zone watchin tv, suddenly i have the urge to call in tml and say that i dun wanna work. I think i am too qian jin xiao jie alrd. ahaha. Because the thought of sloggin 6 days a week for money and just to past time makes me feel that i am wastin my life also.( i think i am crazy) Act i had plans of wat to do if i dun get a job, i wanna go and take the diploma in psychology part time course at American Alliance Asia. I made enquires a long time ago alrd. yah its my dream to be a clinical psychologist, i am too stupid la , so i only can stick to biz industry as my career. Okie i just spoke to mummy , and she ask me to go and find out how long is the course , and she will give money to learn.. i need to go and check it out. holidays makes me feel lost, sch makes me stress. work is a drag. wat muumy say is correct , the best job for me is a full time tai tai, everyday watch hk drama , eat dim sum. But .. No sugar daddy. haiz..