Truths of my heart

hmm.. this few days i just feel tired but i can't slp at night .. my stupid AV a lot sia, until i feel like goin on drips for 5 days.. Hmm.. i am quite pissed by a few stuffs the past few days , nt realli very pissed , just a bit irritated. alot of relatives wanna borrow money from my mother so i a bit pissed, cause when my mother ask u all help , then u all chase us like mad to return then nw wanna borrow. I can't learn a third lang all bcos my mother lend money to u all. i hate ppl to take advantage or bully my mother lor. but they are relatives so i can't do anything..

hmm .. will be meeting hx tml, i think we seriously need to sort all the misunderstandings and our own feelings and thinkings tml. Honestly, she's the pillar of my life too. alrd part of my family, so i dun wan any more misunderstandings.

Ps: shuwen, i am nt workin la , I listen to u also blur , since when i got job? the job dicussion shld stop le ba , its like never ending, but anyway i hope u n mandy are happy working.. all bcos u work then i can't see u lor ! hmph !