Sammi fanatic has just finished watchin sammi's recent interview .. (haha it rhymes) Hmm.. first week of sch is happy , realli had a great thur n fri, out with daph n dada, been a long time since the crazy 3 of year 1 spent time together. Daph wants to be happy , Sammi fanatic wants to be happy too , Shuwen ... is happy ? Dun noe cause she never tell me .. hee.. I think sammi fanatic is in the process of finding ways to overcome certain unhappiness in her life. She has overcome a little le, as what she said in her previous entry, "kan kai " on certain things for example she has lifted the load of her heart on her father, she does nt think that her mother can be a heavy bag to carry, she starts reading books ( this its shockin man ) she starts to relate to her religion more by tryin hard to go to church n talk to god more. She is nt so hot tempered n happier now .
Yup .. i am happier compared to before , but there a lot of things in my life which i hope to improve, i am nt a perfect person no one is , so sometimes being angry with myself is fine, the past i always get frustrated over being angry with myself abt my failures. I am onli 19 what i am experiencing or thinking now is just peanuts to what my future is gonna experience. For the past few months i have been constantly trying to win over my bad points that made me unhappy, well i think its bcos i noe that i am gonna be 20 , n its time for me to have a diff mindset towards life.
I wanna post pics so that i can admire my own beauty ( haha ) but huang shuwen has nt given me the pics.. haiz .. I dun wan my post to be just words today .. so i posted two sammi's drawings n writtings that sammi fanatic liked.
Projects are waiting for me to get my hands on .. 
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