Truths of my heart

hmm.. just done the cd for my dad n passed it to him, seriously i dun wat changed my feelings towards him, maybe the determination to nt get angry over small things. I still do get irritatated at some things , of course i can't change all my hot temperness la . I dun hate him anymore, i also dun noe why, even when ytd he came back and like irritate my mum, i just did not scold him. Last time i would , amanda heared how i scold my dad just bcos he ask me to change the tv channel. Hmm, without hate i feel better a lot, at least i wun get angry n frustrated when i discuss the topic with mummy. Sometimes i even feel so weird treating him so good. HAHA... jason is in a not so good mood nowadays bcos of stress at work n lack of slp. I hate it when he always call me n mummy "A" or "Oui".. such a rude boy! He's too ang moh minded.

Talkin abt ang moh, when i follow mummy go eat today the food stall auntie told my mother she closed , but when 2 ang moh asked her , she say she open. So racisit , look down on ur own ppl. When i go out with my bro's gf also we get better service. Mummy ask me to write into forum, cause now the hot topic is racist in s'pore after a reporter wrote in. I think if i write in i will get sued . Cause i dun understand why singapore govt promotes singapore as " racial harmony "country when Singapore is a " U dun noe chinese ? Bye Bye! " country.