Forgive n Forget!

i just read the long email from ester dear , hmm , the silly girl is so sweet to reply me such a long email la .. when she's also busy with projects. Erm .. after i readin the email , i just feel that i this silly girl so much in class la. She's someone , with a very soft heart, even softer than mine lor.
Act i also feel sorry for jeslin , cause i remembered ester told me that jeslin is a girl who needs ppl to pei. That's why i try n smile to her whenever i can or doin projects. I know that she's someone whom u need to beware, but i think we shld let the past go , Yup . so i am gonna let it go. Actually i can feel the "strain" when doin projects alrd honestly, but i never say.. I know i am in the middle so i dun wanna make things so complicated, so i have to tolerate the "strain "

I think gossipin is has become a factor of poly life la , honestly its hard nt to gossip lor. But when i gossip i never tot of hurtin anyone , its just for entertaiment purpose. but act gossip does , and when the person is so weak alrd, can she bring much harm ? I chose to think that she won't now Since ester dear told me to look out for jeslin ,i will try my best . i think the onli think i can do is to make her feel tat she's nt invisible .

I seriously think God is lookin after me , in the afternoon i just read something, it says that christians ( act all religions i feel ) shld try n bring happiness to the ppl ard u . And one thing my mother always teaches me from real young , is to forgive n forget. Its amazing lor , after readin ester's email, i had some " unclear thoughts" then i remembered what i learnt today , and also what mummy teach. And.. my mind is clear now !

Babyxin's reply when i confide in her :
cos as we grow there are more and more things tat piss us off but we couldnt do anything abt it so we gossip to relieve .

I like the reply .. My soul mate always makes me feel better when i confide in her. :)