I'm super super free today .. home alone with my tv and my flu. So.. its time deep entry..
Met up with gwee , my long time primary sch fren ...
We talked about lots of stuffs over nice and cheap ramen @ orchard central ..
Being both single and kinda independent , we talked about being "single " 4ever .. haha
Well , we both come to a conclusion that we can survive the fact ... Anyway u will never know how is ur life until the last day of ur life. Who knows , we two might be happily married, while our frens happily divorced .. haha( i'm nt cursing u guys ah .. )
But, we also commented that external pressure is the most sickening thing. And i'm more lucky that her, cause my mum dun ask me to faster marry.. Come on , i'm only 22 to be ..
I guess, ppl like us can't understand why ppl start worrying about "our" love life, when we ourself feel that love life is not a defination of happiness. Definately , every normal women wants to be loved by a men whom they love too. But if there is no such person in the mean time , i cant be raising eyebrows thinking that my life is miserable , there are so many ppl that i received love from and i am fortune to have them.
I guess what i experience and see in my life has raised the standards that i look for in a guy. Of course not in terms of physical appearance but in the "internal beauty". Maybe only a guy that has met my standards of internal beauty can give me the sense of security , where i can love him dearly.
Going on to 22, and going into the working world too , it takes me in deeper thought these days.. About how am i gonna take this first step ... And receiving chirstmas greetings from my sponsered child has motivated me to earn money in order to help more orphans and childeren whom have no one to love them...
Daphy sent an "unexpected" sms today , she asked me to bring her to church .. Its realli wow, and that women as usual , sms me then when ppl reply back , she goes hibernating again. She has seriously been on hibernating mode for such a long time!
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