Dear jie jie zairyn , 

 

I was 12 yrs old when u left us. At that point of time i was confused as to why god make u leave me . I remebered you said you will bring me out to clubbin when i grow up . Like a sister , u showered me with all the love. i could not accept it , but luckily u will always appear to me in my dreams and give me signs to show me you are happy up there. I realli miss you alot . Now, aunty vicki has gone to join you up there. She realli missed you lot when you left , so i guess she will be happy with you up there now. Pls help us take care of her . We will all miss you two and will never forget you. Although there are many things that we have not done, i will never forget the love you all gave me , as a sister and a 2nd mum .

I keep askin god , why must he always take away my loved one so suddenly within weeks , its really very heartbreaking to see your love ones goin away. Anyway, i know that you all are in good hands now , with peace and without suffering. I will go up and join you all when my time is up too.

Aunty , pls guide over mummy , cause she misses you a lot , let her be strong . Also , give me the strength to look after mummy . Bye..

 

With lots of love ,

jacin .