cheers!

 

Actually i love u , is it just bcos i like the feeling of love?

I can realli like  the feeling of love and yet not love you at all.

Or i can love you a lot , and yet scared of fallin in love.

I must be sure of one thing ..Do i realli love you? When did i started lovin you ? Is this kind of feeling the real love ?

Was i attracted to you because you are the "extinct " man every women would yearn for , or is it because your hand felt like my first love , and i couldn't help but wanting to be held by you.

I remembered i once asked a fren what was his   biggest achievement. His answered was " experiencing different relationships "   

Different relationships , not just the feeling of " love till death "  or sweet lovely words , but also the feeling of lost , anger , misery , jealous . Because this is called " love"

When you are in love , you will be confused , depress , sad and happy.

Actually all of us need love , but most of time we need courage to fall in love , because around us we have seen and experience countless people being hurt by the word "love".

So even if we realli love the feeling of" being loved" or even if we meet the one that we would be spending the rest of our life with , the question  isn't about love or don't love , but dare to love or not.

 

Realli like the lyrics to this song.. It's meaningful and true huh ?

Hmm , i had a bad dream the other day , i dreamt my mummy was not around , and then my bro kept scolding me. Cause he wants me to learn that he cannot protect me forever. And i cried.. When i woke up i continue to cry.. hehe..

Jeff told my mum that i'm naive ? Damm do u ppl think so too ? Such a spoiler, Well naive or not , i know myself very well. I maybe a wolf in a sheep's clothing .. hu knows?  I have a year to train myself and prove to my mother that i have grown up. So tat i can go aus the last sem of sch. But she says that i am making progress.. Well , i'm not weak , just emotional .. As an Aquarius , tears are my assets. I enjoy crying,