Phew .. the end of a busy day at wrk . Have been trying to prove my capabilities . Everyday gg to work is chionging fight against time.

Happy go lucky days have were the past. Where I was sheltered. Guess I did realli grow in these 3 yrs. Last time small hiccups at wrk onli I will seek for my pillar to sayang n listen.  Now .. I try to solve my own issues or get over it over a gls of beer .. lol

More changes in work is gonna come!!

Re starting my blog like again .. haha ... hopefully this time it last .

these two mths seems like a rollercoaster . Time jus past so fast.. n some stuffs jus changed so suddenly. Came to realise that my only main duty now is looking after n being there for my family.

As for work wise.. more duties n responsibilities coming in. 2013 i would say is the yr that I realli try my best to prove myself at work and truly hope that everything will be paid off next yr. Its not easy when almost every one ard u dont see ur point of staying on. Maybe it's because I m too comfy . But more of I want to prove to others before I move on.

Reading thru my blog .. lots of words I said before suddenly I dun have the courage or enegry to live up to it. Its not easy accepting the distance n changes . But well .. I believe god has its reasons for everything. 

Oh .. added to my family n frens .. a new member .. my adorable godson !! So cute n handsome ..

This Yr I m saying NO to visiting during cny . Every year need to put on my mask n go visiting , is such a chore. No as if they deserve my respect.

No way am I gonna forget how he treated my mum. Just wish him good luck with all his stuck up money .

I realli don uds why mummy need to bare all these insults from all these bastards . They shld be the one that is suffering. Well I will just take it that god has his way , maybe it's to make us protect her more since she is more vulnerable.


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It's been such a long time. Shall make it alive in 2013 . 2012 ended nicely .

Christmas was filled with foodie n presents . This yr presents were so great . Love them all!! Had a cold white Christmas in Beijing . It was a enjoyable trip . Mummy enjoyed herself in coldness. And I had my first snow experience !!

Count down at the airport this yr .. n awesome view of fireworks on the plane






My hiao mummy .





Snow !!!


Jelly hearts n wine at ofc !!



Christmas brunch @ flutes




Shark fins to start the new yr !

2013 .. There is so much that I nd to improve this yr . Courage is the word I nd ..

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broke my record of drinkin alone !! I guess I m realli v frustrated , n I have reach a state that I feel my own rubbish I shld take it myself . What's the point of telling ur
own rubbish to others . It gives comfort .. We we all lead our own lives . I nd to learn to grow n be independent .


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sometimes I realli dun like to hear how u r frm others . Honestly it hurts my ego .. Cause last time I was the one hu noes . Just like u dun like ppl to know me more than u ...

It's the mutual feeling of importance that's kps friendships going on . Just like the rest of my close frens..

Once I was told it was mutual .but recently I dunno why u kinda make me disappointed cause some stuffs u claimed or stick by becomes invalid. I guess it's the environment .. Everyone nd to accept reality n realli have a sense of belonging . I guess that's wat cause the drift.

Well saying all these .. I will give a super duper big sigh !! N move on with life

slowly we will drift and I will have to accept the fact that things won't be like they were before.

Maybe friendships is like contracts , depends on whether u can see a future before u decide to renew ur contract.