Truths of my heart

Havin op on Monday afternoon . Although it's nt the first time.. But I still feel scared scared ...
I wish I can bring something to hug in ... LA on the ears is super painful . n after op also will pain ... It will be a painful wk... It's like I have been lookin forward to cut the damm thing off so that I can tie hair .. Seriously can't rem when I tied hair . But hopefully I won't have too deformed ears .