Truths of my heart

It has been an "rollercoaster" week for me again. But more "rollercoaster " rides to come. Sometimes i realli feel that i am so suay ... Although we know that there are countless ppl around the world or around us that are worse, its still hard to avoid indulging in self pity at times.

However, when i self pity , i feel that i have greatly sin . Seeing the verdict now , and also looking back at our lives, i realli feel that god has every thing planned for us. It depends on us to appreciate his planning. Sometimes i realli miss the old me, but on the other hand the old me was strong but unhappy. Now at least i learn to be appreciative of the ppl ard me, even though they did not realli do things that are super super touchin or so , but just a little concern alrd i am appreciative of that. Hahaha .. Thats why the number of darlins i have has increased yr by yr ! Until chen huixin has alrd give up ! hahaha..

To all my darlins, thanks for all the concerns .. Although u all might not feel that u all do a lot or realli help or consoled me , but i realli appreciate every word of concern.


Days ahead will be hard, even harder than before. But i believe everything will come to an end soon.

PS : Ah da mei, u see me every day, so pls bear with my off n on emo-ing.. Thank u ah da !