Truths of my heart

Its 5.20 am , i seriously don't know why am I bloggin at such a time . Just that its been a long time since i have blog. Don't know why i am so calm when some things is evolving in my life.. I am not realli worried about finding a job , just wanna take my time. If CIMB dun hire me then i shall wait a few days more wait till results are out then make plans ba. Had a bad dream ytd that i fail GM .. I think i won't be calm if this realli happens.

These few days I have been a part time lawyer , helping my mum prepare the stuffs for her case. Gain a lot of legal knowledge. Yup , my bro went to sydney for work , so cool sia. And heard that the job is super easy , just flim a conference and press the presentation slides. Some companies are just too rich. Mummy and I will be going to malacca. Mummy like to have getaways nowdays, cause she feels stress. Hopefully every thing will end faster.

I don't understand why do people always think of themselves only,is this realli a dog bite dog world, where you rather people be in pain than you. Why can't people be more self scarificing a little. Have more compassion to others who are abandoned. Can you realli accept a person who has no compassion for others ? A selfish person can never be a true friend or a true lover. Only a self scarificing person knows what is love, or has the right to love.