Truths of my heart

Just some pics that i gt from da's blog .. I hate this week cause its WIL , a stupid subject,talking abt cover letters , resumes and interview . I have been doin this from NYP till SIM .. A formal interview on thur , never even give us mental preparation time, and its 20% weightage

This year i can't take ang pow again.. Its the 2nd consec year. My grandfather's first wife died .. Which is my step po po. So all the HAM family can't celebrate , i can cause its my mum side.. But still its a form of respect , u should respect the dead nt the living .. ( Thats what my mum said , sounds weird.. but its true) Anyway , CNY to me , is nothing much except for pineapple tarts. My bro just came back from bkk , and hearing that i'm goin bkk too .. He gave me 2500thb . Its hundred plus sing dollar !!! Which means my shoppin money , i need to save lesser. Just went to see the air ticks , its still the same after they raise the price. Since its alrd ex, book later or earlier nt much diff also la. Haiz.. i must make this trip possible. After this trip , then exams then start lookin for FULL TIME JOB !!! Its so scary ... I know i sound like a loser , but i realli dun want a job where my relatives feel its no prospects. Getting a good job realli matters to me. I hope i can work hard , and save up to open small fnb biz.

i regret nt making some business minded frens , then it would be benefical for me. The only biz minded fren i have is chen huixin , but she's poor. And i dun think we can do biz together anymore, she will come up with "break -up" stun to force me to make a choice. hahaha...