Boat boat

i suddenly feel so sleepy , that i dun feel like doin projects. Just had boat boat dinner at my house with the clubbing peeps. Yup , this wed we very healthy, not a bit of vodka , all we had was corn soup. Annice's corn soup is so nice that even my brother finish a bowl of it. Hehe... Had lots of laughter.

Tml is first court hearing.. It super early.. 9.30am lei.. But i need to be bodyguard tml, since my bro is workin and mummy say he dun wanna get too involved. I realli think i should be a man la. I am doin so many stuffs like a man. Annice and Da just sms me that their eyes closing. So qiao.. Sleepyheads!!!!

dreams make u confused with reality.
Sometimes u just wanna continue dreaming ,
sometimes you wanna faster wake up.
Sometimes u hope ur dreams become reality.
But dreams indeed play a huge part in one's life.
Sleeping would be so boring without dreams.

My dream's director,
Thank u for giving me wonderful dreams.
Sometimes u tell me what my heart and mind dont.

2nd birthday celebration !!!

This is the most healthy pasta that i can choose in essential brew, cause its stir fry with olive oil , and they use very little oil ..

Daph was too hungry , pls pardon her !!!

uploaded my 2nd birthday celebration !! ( all pics copyright frm da blog) I feel so fortunate to have 3 sweet celebrations this year. One at modestos , one with hui xin , and one at essential brew. I had a super big hello kitty balloon and a teddy bear. Thanks da, for realli goin to buy a bear for me. I named it Xiao Jian Jr. Next year buy bigger one k !! Hhaha..

And guess what ? For all three celebrations , i ate pasta.. So freaking fat this month , plus all the cny food. Two steamboats and cantonese vegetarian ( The HAM family dish ) in just 3 days . Steamboat at home with mummy was fun! This year , not a single hong bao , i kinda forgot the very lively cny celebrations we used to had. And the super big hong baos we had last time , still remember i bought my first playstation with hong bao money. Haiz.. but i guess the market has dropped for you guess too right. Never mind la, as long as u are still the one receiving can le. Hehe... Ok back to projects !

Song : 我以为
By : 品冠


你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为
你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力

填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

A freaking sad song ..Listen also can make the heart hurt so much ... (Mtv is at my tool bar! )

Just some pics that i gt from da's blog .. I hate this week cause its WIL , a stupid subject,talking abt cover letters , resumes and interview . I have been doin this from NYP till SIM .. A formal interview on thur , never even give us mental preparation time, and its 20% weightage

This year i can't take ang pow again.. Its the 2nd consec year. My grandfather's first wife died .. Which is my step po po. So all the HAM family can't celebrate , i can cause its my mum side.. But still its a form of respect , u should respect the dead nt the living .. ( Thats what my mum said , sounds weird.. but its true) Anyway , CNY to me , is nothing much except for pineapple tarts. My bro just came back from bkk , and hearing that i'm goin bkk too .. He gave me 2500thb . Its hundred plus sing dollar !!! Which means my shoppin money , i need to save lesser. Just went to see the air ticks , its still the same after they raise the price. Since its alrd ex, book later or earlier nt much diff also la. Haiz.. i must make this trip possible. After this trip , then exams then start lookin for FULL TIME JOB !!! Its so scary ... I know i sound like a loser , but i realli dun want a job where my relatives feel its no prospects. Getting a good job realli matters to me. I hope i can work hard , and save up to open small fnb biz.

i regret nt making some business minded frens , then it would be benefical for me. The only biz minded fren i have is chen huixin , but she's poor. And i dun think we can do biz together anymore, she will come up with "break -up" stun to force me to make a choice. hahaha...

This birthday is full of food ! But i love it ! Whats more satisfying than eatin gd food !!!

baby is so zi lian with her perm-ed hair ... Yucks!

My red eggs !!!

Black ink squid pasta .... It can only be ate at home la .. The mouth is totally gross!

Its my fave breadtalk cake ! So nice .... And annice had fun playin with the cream we didn't eat..

Thin Crust ! Shiok !

This is a much have starter ! Mushroom soup !

We were so hungry that we ate two basket of clothes !

My 22nd was spend with the ppl i love . Very peaceful and heart- warming celebration on bade eve and actual day. Thanks da, ann and char for the dinner at modesto , and the pressie , and lin and da for their handmade stuffs. And wan for sendin sms to da , to take care of me in club.

It all really touched me. Actual day was specially reserved for babyxin , cause last yr never celebrate alone with her. Thanks darlin for your red eggs, first time someone make red eggs for me .. My mum also dun do that lor ... Thanks for every thing that u have done for me , i now its realli a lot , will always bear in mind ur love for me, although u always eat soft rice.. Sorry for bein mean on ur "frame" . I was jus jokin k , dun become pua chu teng again just for me. Also , thanks sisterhood members for the sms and facebook wishes..

This birthday is full of food ... But i love it ! Whats more happy than eatin good food.