Sunday, September 27, 2009

MOF chinese version @ West Coast Plaza

Rose tea ... Nice and sweet .. Just like i and xiao pang !
My fav noodle with peanut soup base.



Had a great short dinner date with my xiao pang ... We were discussin abt marriage cause another school mate is married.. Yeah , i can never ever think what they are thinkin. At 21yrs old , it realli feels that my life has just started. How to start a family when u are just a baby ?
With ppl around me gettin married , it makes me feel that i dun wanna get married. Although i'm 100% women who needs love , but i seriously think i still can live happily without a husband. Am a person that if i can't have another half who love me whole heartly , i rather do without one. It takes a greater courage to admit a hurt, than a courage to admit that u are alone. And i have already planned my "bai quan" life. Anyway , life is full of changes and the unexpected, some things can be planned too far .. Livin everyday knowing what u are gonna do tml is the way i shld lead life now.


Friday, September 25, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Ytd and today was realli very moody.. Ytd was another drama night at home.
Could not take it , so i just dress up and wanted to go mac alone, but mummy did not wanna stay at home too , so we headed for dragonfly...
I think its my character that make myself so terrible. I think if i'm nt so zhi zhou in some things i can actually sort it out within a few mintues. But till today i still can't.. I push myself a lot in life, because my future is the most important thing to me. My future job and the way i'm leadin life is very very important. I dun like to be disturbed or have such unstable moments , what if the next day is exam ? Being 21yrs old and not being able to have peace at home realli makes me very upset. I'm an adult yet i have face and continue to live with such a father?
I dun understand , if u are so unhappy with ur life, why can't u go jump off the buildings ? I never hated u to the extent that i wanted u to die, but now it seems that unless u are dead , my stupid mum will not have the heart to leave u. And if she carry on livin with u , she will be dead sooner than u . I'm nt gonna stay with u forever, with an income i am movin out. I have to force her to make a choice.

Sometimes i realli feel that god is testing me to be independent, when i'm feelin down , the ppl whom i wanna see are always busy. Luckily i'm used to picking myself up and wiping my tears myself. So much so that now when i'm upset , i just wanna be alone. I miss the heart to heart talks i had with hx and daphy last time. But i dun noe since when , i have stop opening my whole heart already...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Before i start my ton-ing i shall just blog ...Today i bought i jeans for 10 bucks , from my fav pull n bear.Yeah ! happy nu wang is very happy cause she has gone down by one size . ( in Uk terms ) Haha.. Watched a really nice comedy , I LOVE U , BETH COOPER.went into the cinema knowin nuts abt the show , but realli enjoyed it.

Tml is the work ... i realli know someone just approach me and say he wants 50 phones , then i can straight away book my ticks to HK and Sammi's concert. and i will grow back fat again with milk tea and zhu chang fen ..Well , chances that i can go HK is kinda slim , either my mother strike 4D or i realli gt good biz durin IT FAIR .. or hx just suddenly feel that she love me so much that she pays for my ticks ... haha.. ( Ps : Its time to show ur love to me baby !)Ok , projects now .. Sch at 9.30am then work till 10pm.. Whoever employ me in future very cost effective sia

Friday, September 4, 2009

Caught sex addict movie with annice and wan .
And we were amazed how come some parents can bring a pram in to watch the show .
Seriously the way ppl are bringing up children some times just pissed me off.
Becuase of ur actions , an innocent child might grow up to be a miserable kid.

Well , i shld care less abt this kinda stuff, realli enjoy being in my own world with just a comfortable grp of frens .. Nt too much , nt too little. I think life is more happier like that. Although some times i'm too self centered until i neglect ppl. Everyday i will force hx to send me a text on why is she happy today , and when she dun send, i will go ask. Its a very good way to keep u goin , appreciating life. Well , her sms also makes me think why am i happy or why am i not so happy. Sharing happy stuffs strengthens our friendships too.

Exams is comin up .. Its gonna be annice and me findin places to mug again.. I will seriously miss studyin. after grad.. Studyin keeps a person young and full of energy.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009






dA is so cute ....

This photo very les sia ... Oh My .. I think because of annice tan i can realli become nu wang , firstly is unglam pics on facebook , then its ppl think i les . Haha


What the hell is annice tan doin ?




Annice new car ... She bought it even before takin FTT







Tired ...
Everyone see me also say i look tired.. Even a fren whom i have nt seen for a year also say i look tired.. Yeah , i'm tired , tired with worrying abt projects.
Ytd when i was lookin thru my stuffs , saw some graduation msg from my classmates , can u imagine half of the class ask me nt to be so stress.
I think for all my life, i'm known as a stress kid. Well , i guess its the expectations that i have for myself in terms of work..

Today spend the day doin site visit and ah wan bdae dinner..