Feeling kinda no mood today , cause i have some thinkings last night. Time flies and i am left with only one year in uni , by then i will be a degree holder. This word or status in my mind i have always felt that by that time i will be independent and brave enough to meet watever obstacles , because i will be 23 by then. However , being at 21 now , i have not gain the level of independence and mature mentality that i want to acheive . Is it because of the people around me ? Is it because of the "new young generation that is happy go lucky?" , or is it because of the way i lead my life . Everyone's definition of independence varies , of course some might think that shopping alone , watching a movie is independence. I think my definition of independence so chim that i dun even know who to put in words. And sometimes , i will even rebut myself on my definition. haha.. Anyway, i think i learnt one thing yesterday , a person's mentality will not necessarily grow as she grows older. Mentality , perceptions, thinking is all within oneself. The external environment influence it, but to what extend are u influenced by it ?
Hmm.. exam stress with personal stress. I shall go cope with it on my treadmill... :)
Oh , i forgot .. Happy Birthday Gwee , i dun noe if u see this . It's realli nice having u as a good friend since primary school. And because our lives are so much different, i have always kept that curiousness in wanting to know u more . Go girl , i hope to see ur works in the cinema or S.A.M one day . Pursue ur dreams at no cost.
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