Trust is a very fragile "thing". Just one mistake and all the trust that is built is all gone. That is because when you trust someone , you believe that she/he will not do such a thing to you. Can trust be established back again ? Well , it realli depends. Depends on whether the person matter to u , and matter if the base of the two way relationship is strong.  So far ,the only person's trust that i have established back in hx ba. Everyone makes mistakes , u do , i do .

Actualli it does not matter anymore if ppl like me or hate me , ppl backstab or talk behind my backs . Well , last time i do . But its realli very tiring . Ppl talk then talk lor , nt as if i never talk . Hate then hate lor . As long as u dun come harm me can le .. hehe .. But i think with my temper , i scared i kena stab like NTU lecturer . But my leadership lecturer says

" A sucessful leader must have emotional intelligence" - seriously can never be a leader like that.

Have grown up a lot since " i dun know when " , being 21 years old , sometimes realli make me think before i do something. A lot of ppl come and go in each person's life, of course its a pity tat they go , but what realli matters , is that in ur road of life , there will be people  that will never want to leave u alone.

I think that i'm realli very lucky , i have 3 wonderful ppl in my life , whom i know that will never ever leave me alone. They might hurt me , make me unhappy , angry or vice versa . But i lead my life everyday feeling secured, cause i know i'm nt alone. Thank you. But its also because of having this 3 ppl , i feel contented , hence putting a sub conscious barrier against others. So is it a good or a bad thing. dun realli know..

I suddenly miss the 2 mths holiday that i disappeared from ppl. Its gonna be holiday soon.. So tempted to disappear again.