Jac's own United Nations.

 

10.30pm : Being emo on the bus listening to rui en 's tracks

11.30pm: Mum told me not to scold my dad , tears began dwellin in my eyes

12.00pm : On the phone with da , talkin abt the pathetic pay for IT fair . Laughin over diver suits

12.30pm : Talkin to annice abt the search for jobs.

12.45 : Mind over-filled with thots , bloggin 

 

Hmm .. this is how my mood fluctuates so greatly in my life. Its like that most of the days , my life is surrounded by so many diff feelings in one day. Unhappy with that ?

Being a person who hates dark spots or dissatisfaction in my life , i torture myself by having this character. Like what annice say " Sometimes its because of our characters thats why we are so unhappy / dark .

Because i can't stand you in my life thats why i'm so unsatisfied with my life

Because what i want is not what i get , thats why i'm angry with myself

Because i dun understand a lots of things ...

Particularly liked the lyrics of " Let me be your wings , let me bring you to fly , let me bring you out of these , to your "fantasy" world.

I think i will use all the time in my life to find "my wings " . No half wings , no broken wings , no trial wings . What i need is just the wings that god designed for me . Hopefully he did designed one for me .. Hehe..

I get the most comfort when i'm alone in my own room . Where i cry , laugh , dance , sing and hit the walls.