butt hurts !

aaahh .. my butt hurts from sitting on the chair and researching and doin the projects. luckily i managed to finish wat i planned except the research part is uncomplete. Man, next week is a full week for IMC , and IB studyin on the train... hehe .. i dun realli like to study on the train, but looks like i have to make use of every second. Hmm .. sat and sunday was IMC projects also.. Baby xin gave me my teacher's blog , and when i read it , it was like so unbelievable .. The baby is so tiny, i can hold it with one hand, the face was black , and the number of tubes on its body. Realli so poor thing, maybe thats why god wanted to take her back ba. I realli can image 19 years ago , i was like that too, but of course i was nt that tiny , little bigger. I was pale instead of red . I am realli so luckily to be sitting here typin this. Always felt that my life was a gift from god , so when he wants to take back it anytime, i am more than willing. Just hope that it's not a horrible process. haha ..

The look of my teacher was realli bad, i can imagine the suffering she went thru, and somemore she's the emotional type. If i were her, i think i would not be able to live anymore. I think she has become a strong women now. Although i did not realli like her back in sec sch, now i seriously wonder why is she so unlucky..