I hate holidays..

i hate holidays, it makes me moody and bored.

I am not in a good mood today , seriously i feel that i have this blog to write and express my true feelings. I know who i am , and wat i feel. I don't expect anyone to think based on their assumptions. If no matter how many times i try to explain , it still does nt statify u , then i am tired. Its tiring to let u see my blog and then it affects u , i know u are nt angry but sad, but it still affects me, cause i don't want to make u sad. I know that friendships are very fragile and sometimes fake, but that will never ever happen to us , cause we have been thru so much. I never thot of replacing u just because we r nt beside me all the time.

I wanted my good frens n u to know how am i doing and also let them see my thots on some stuffs where are difficult for me to be said in words. i hope that u will nt compare urself with my other frens. I know whatever i write here is gonna affect u again. But everything here is my true thoughts . Sometimes i dun noe what to say or do tat will make u feel secure. We are both very dependent on each other. And i know that we both do a lot to maintain the friendship so i dun want any changes to happen.


Sometimes i feel like having a heck care attitude