its 3am , i'm listening to music and doing project. Realli been a long time since i burn night oil for projects. Luckily i am still quite energetic now, as long i dun listen to norah jones , i won't fall alseep. Wanted to blog abt some things , but now totally lost the mood, so shall nt blog abt it.

My dearest baby xin is having her fears of uni life, its common. i had the same feeling when i started SIM. After a while u will get used to things baby. A new phase is part and parcel of our life now. Just study hard and dun let things bother u ok. Thats the onli think you can do survive the 3 years of uni. U may get lost , as in slack la ( like me ! ), but give urself time to get back on feet. Always remember we are studyin for our future. And you and me are the same , we can't take un-justice in work, we can't stand people bossing ard because of their authority. So we must study hard, dun be the poor OL's in dramas. haha. Be the one who signs the document !

Honestly , after talkin so much crap , i also very scared i will fail. But i will try, u shld too ok! No matter what xiao jie jie is here. I noe sometimes u may nt wanna call or disturb me , dun worri u are given the authority to call me anytime, of course dun overboard ah , if nt u die!!

I shld be gettin back to project .. sch is at 9am tml , shall target to finish by 5am ! Jia you !!

Sometimes, i am just so tempted to live in my " happy n relaxing " state. I think most people would ba. A state/ period where there is no stress, no unhappiness , just doin wat u like in ur small small world.  But the world turns every min , the world changes every min. And the rate that is changing , is whr u can't even chase after , its impossible to chase after this changing world.

 

20 years old . Is it old or young. At such a age , what shld i be doin , what shld i be aspiring? As for now , i only know that when i go out to the working world, I WAN TO BE THE ONE WHO ASK PPL TO TAKE THE FILE IN , AND NOT THE ONE TAKIN THE FILE FOR PPL.. haha .. sound so ambitious , the prob is how shld i path my way to that position ? Will i be able to achieve my goals. No use saying without having strategic actions. - The one fucking weakness i hate myself for.

Dim Sum At Mirama Hotel ytd !

My first video ... ! With no faces !! Only a fuckin horrible voice. Damm , i was nt drunk , but i sound so horrible . I wanna go for voice box surgery !!!

Hmm , i think that cicadar video is damm lame ... But i and stammy were takin photos on the road .. Such bad examples.. But we managed to find a shorter way out of Portsdown road. Hmm , today i just slept and slept , my com gave a little hipcup , and tryin to solve the prob spoilt my mood. Finally its solved now. Perserverance rewards! Dim sum with aja was great , we went bugis shopping , and did our nails ! So cheap , onli 19 bucks.. honestly i can't wait for study break , cause its been a long time since mugging for exams. I miss the days of woodland lib !

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Life should have a purpose , a goal .. Something whr u know u are workin hard to achieve , something that  will satisfied the " contented feeling " in a person. For the past week have been feeling quite " men " on the inside.. Haha .. so chim .. Well its like i'm nt sad or wat but just have a feeling of no direction.I always thought i now whr am i heading to , but suddenly i just ask myself this question " what are u trying to acheive ? whr u wanna head to ? " and i can't answer myself. I realise that i am just tryin to let the days past quickly. Although i still am quite serious abt sch , but i dun have the fear that and enthusiasm in achieving grades. I remember the time when i was so enthu into studyin wat i want , but now it seem so far away that i have given up. Is it the wrong choice to stay here ? Will i be happier elsewhr ?

Cicada !! Here we Come !!

 

My sparkling wine ... Sophisticated

  Daphy and her sweet wine ..   

     Organic Mushrooms

 

       My delicious lobster bisque .. Shiok

Next Up ... Stammy's Portfolio !!

  

 

 

 

Finally , our second visit to cicada , our fav restaurant , a very relaxing area down portsdown road.. I had my lobster soup ..Hmm.. next visit will be to orange lantern.. But i miss 3 dish one soup too .. hehe.. If possible i will try upload the funnist jacky video tml !

Aquarius Women

I copied this from HX blog, seriously i think its very true almost all , except the more guy frens then girl frens part ( well that was in the past , now all the buddies gone)  I must say that its realli veri accurate in terms of the love and character part. I think i came across another analysis that was quite accurate , but i think this has more details . I think its quite accurate for daphy too.. Daphy u think so?

Yeah man , Aquarius are unique women !! Definitely a great catch !!! Haha .. Ignore me ..

 

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. ( Seriously , i rather have no bf , then to be hurt badly , i can't take it even i'm strong )

Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. ( Damm true la , by the time wait for ppl , i can finish it alrd. Ok i'm stuck up !! )If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her.( this part i think implies to most women ba , which girl dun like men to chase sia , unless she's les lor , or she like to chase man ) She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. ( I think chen hui xin knows best for this part ) Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". ( I have faith in god's plans for me ) She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. ( One word " DEFENSIVE " ) She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. ( i'm nt so heartless, i will turn one big round to say sorry i dun like u ) If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman.( Tan meow hue this is for u man .. cold hearted yet fragile haha  ) She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. ( Well , daphy say i very "MAN" ) She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. ( I found my way of nt getting hurt so easily le , so hurray , but that does nt give u ppl any chance to hurt me ah !!! ) If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy. ( I 'm a boss , of course i am bossy la )