U hate me , yes i hate u too .. And wan u dead

damn , i am fuckin pissed . by the man i will my entire life. The man that i will hold my last breath just to outlive him. why do ppl give birth and but bring their child to misery and give them unnecessary happiness. Its fuckin useless. I just wanna leave the country and go somewhere alone. Alone where i can lead a new start. This is a dream . My dream that can be easily fulfilled with money . Sometimes i just hate myself for being so penniless , being penniless means helpless. I thought i can forgive him, but some things can't be forgiven . GOD , PLS TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME . LET HIM GO TO U . ALL HE CAN REPAY WHAT HE OWE ME , IS MY LEAVING ME ALONE FROM NOW ON. if my bro moves out of this hse , i am gonna move too. No place to move ? I will irritate him until he is so sickly to irritate me. I WILL NEVER USE UR MONEY , EVEN WHEN U ARE DEAD!!

Reference .. Reference and Reference

 

Thats all i can say if u ask me abt sch . Uni is all abt referencing and libary , ytd went to lib with annice .. and we were like two blur sotong. So blur abt the lib operations and stuffs. But next week would be more lib . I am feelin the stress level mentally and also stomachaly ( haha , i am eating more ) die .. Luckily  hx brought me to run , it lessen my gulitiness. I feel that i am a workaholic. Keep thinkin abt creampuff. But with the sales figure that i saw. I am more motivated now.At least it shows that our biz is feasible. Today is another work day .. Money Money .;.

wishlist

 

I wanna go SHOW MI concert @ genting

I wanna shop at revolveclothing.com

I WANNA EARN LOTS OF MONEY !!!

Life

 

Hmm .. uni life is not like wat i expected .. goin to sch with a drag .. No sense of belonging .. Nothing to anticipated.. Seriously miss the old days with all of the buddies .. And i realli realli miss my life with them. But anyway this is the start onli , hopefully it wld be better. Can't wait for the catch up sessions with ester and mandy , yx. Long long time since i have seen them.

Frens ard me that are workin , none of them are realli happy , which realli makes me wonder wat wld it be like when it's my turn when i'm startin later then them. 

Anyway , hope situations turn better for them ..

My sexy bitch

 

Went to watch Wanted today with gwee.. Damm my Angelina Jolie is just so hot and cool. Its a very action pact movie , but not up to my satisfaction , cause some parts of the movie is so confusin with the scenes changing from one era to another. But i'm so happy that mulder and scully is back ! X files , a my childhood show! Yeah i dun remember wat cartoon i used to watch except scooby and the road runner . But i remember i used to watch X files every wed!!! 

sch tml .. another new chapter of JSJ.