Current phrase of life..

Hmm , life has been Money Money BIZ BIZ .. And yeah , this sat i gt a break , and the following sat i'm goin to jakarta , then back to flea.. But biz is realli nt as easy as what u all might think , i noe u all might be kinda blur what i'm doin .. When things get more organised, then i will ask u all to buy my stuffs le ok .. DUN worry , sure gt discount .

I think doin biz has make me so mature lor , everything is from strach, we gt to buy , organised research buy fixed assets , set mark ups , bla bla bla .. Honesty i think i n hx are very capable alrd lor , the recongnition we get from others at the flea markets , gives me a sense of satisfaction. Hmm .. i may sound as if i am makin money hor , NO NO .. we have nt cover our capital lor .. But i'm satisfied with the sales lor.

I have decided that if my decision is aus uni , i will go in feb 09 and nt july 08 . Cause its too rush , i will die in a foregin land.

yeah , i am becoming a mum soon !!!!!

haha i'm nt pregnant .. and i did not do something wrong at double O .. :)

I just completed the form for sponsoring a child in Laos , i wanted cambodia but it was nt on the selection. And wanted a place where if there is a chance for me to visit my child . I think its realli meangingful and there is someone whom u know u have a responsibility. The web says that it will contact me in 3 days , so hope to hear from them soon.

Hey frens i think u all can do a part too .. Its onli 45bucks a month , its realli peanuts compared to our spending.. Why save money for urself when on the other hand u are still spending it . Just save 1.50 a day and u can give eduacation , cleaner water n love to a child.

I wanted to sponsor a hopechild , however i will be sad if he/she suddenly stop writting letters to me. Hopechild are children at places with epidemics and HIV.

Hmm , i hope they dun reject my sponsor since i'm a student.. If i have the ability , i will sponsor more in future .. There are 2000 awaiting to be sponsored..

go check it out ! www.worldvision.org.sg
Will tell u all more if they call me..

Being a employee is better ?

Its 4.14am
Accounts for biz done
Proposal Nt done
Ytd a quite ok sales figure
Whole body full of lactic acid
Dark circles wider
Resting my brain for 1/2 hr now
Being a boss is nt easy
I miss " me time "
I need " me time "
I wan " tv time "
I need $$$$$$$$

Jacky is becomin a miser and nt the rich girl who drinks Starbucks and eat prawn sushi..

PS : Take care peeps , all though i am kinda busy but i still think of u all , i think all of us kinda MIA too ..

To Daphy : Dun worry , i remember our date , lets go see some handsome dudes.. And get free drinks hopefully !!!

Oh man .. I wanna be rich !!!!!

The last few days after stop workin , i and hx have been doin our biz stuffs.. today went to buy general expenses , and tml fixed assets and also stocks. Heehee ..

I was searchin the web so some cheap deals and when i surf amazon.com n ebay , i went crazy .. the shirts from US if damm nice man.. But i need money first ..

Seriously now i know why rui en likes 2nd hand clothes , and online shoppin.. Even underwear also online buy. I think when i start earning from our biz , i am gonna spend my money on online shoppin..

I can imagine , if i study at SIM , last 3 months must go new york graduate , i think my mum will go bankrupt bcos i will shop like mad. And if i study in australia , then i will buy my stuffs from the flea markets.. If i study local uni , then i think i will spend most of the in a bookstore (bored)..

PS : Peeps , our flea market this sat is at somewhr near aljunied , and next sat is @ SMU .. u all free come support ..kk

hmm .. today i went to chruch , and i got a sentence from the priest when he was talking about how ppl persuades others to be a priest. He sad that although there are very few priest in singapore , he believe that to be a priest , nun , catholic , christian or watever religion , it can only be done by god's calling. God do not just pick anyone , he picks special ppl , and he will call them. So i think when next time u ppl get approach by christians , catholics or anyother religion la , just tell them , god will call me , nt u ...

I seriously believe in that , cause only these few years than i started to be closer to god , although i still dun go chruch regularly , but i feel better after that , after talkin to god , maybe its that belief ba .. Belief that if i call out to him , he will help me. Last time , i was seriously blammin god for my sadness and angriness .. Now , the past few days i was angry , but i did blame god at all , but i blame other ppl la ... Hee , i am sinner just like anyone else..

Hmm , thanks for daphy 's concern , dun worry i will remember our date 2 weeks later okie ! I feel kinda good today, things are nt solve yet , i also dun noe how to solve , but i just need to wait and see what i am offered.

Sometimes when i am down , i will remember what daph answered me when i once ask her how's life .

Her ans : Sometimes i'm happy, sometimes i'm sad ..
Very funny huh , such innocent words shld nt be out from that women.. But this words make me feel better when i am down actually , cause i know that i will be happy again .. I am just not the type where trouble can occupy me the whole day , i will think of it occasionally , and try to do things i enjoy..

Okie , i think thats all for today's happy post , hope the next post will be a happy one too .. But one thing i am sad is that i can't upload pics , my mum hp sent for repair .. haiz .. my blog is becommin too wordy.

Fuck up Day

Today is the worst day of this month ..

1. Bal sheet can't bal
2. Fuckin boss humulation ... I QUIT ! SAVE UR MISERABLE 500 BUCKS , I WILL BACK WITH MY MONEY TO THROW ON UR FACE.
3. SIM OFFER OF LETTER , BUT NT DOUBLE DEGREE ONLY SINGLE DEG
4. BRO N MUM WAS ME TO ACCEPT THE OFFER
5. DAD IRRITATED ME
6. NTUC INCOME FUCKIN POLICY , CAN'T TAKE LOAN
7. JOBLESS N NEED MONEY
8. NO ONE TO LOVE

I dun want to listen and scarifice anymore , it does nt mean that i am onli 20 means i can't make decisions.. I KNOW WAT I WANT IN LIFE .. DUN TALK TO ME ABT WHAT GIVES ME HIGH PAY WHEN I GRADUATE .. U HAVE JUST CHANGE , EVERYTHING IS ABT MONEY NOW !!

HUMANS ARE SELFISH , WE SHLD FIGHT FOR OUR BELIVES , DREAMS , FREEDOM , PEACE N LOVE.

I THINK I KNOW WHAT I HATE MOST : THE FEELING OF HAVING NO AUTHORITY.

PS : Frens i 'm nt in the mood for chillin or gatherings in the mean time , just wanna spend time with my self durin this " emo again period"

Went for the fashion show today , it was great.. Its was spectacular with the media and big shots. First time in a fashion show under the invited guest, and the show is nt for public. After the fashion show , i realli felt that i did not make a wrong step in my choice of Marketing. i think i finally found wat paintin i want , but the paintin still lacks of colours.

Hmm , ytd i slept at 5am again , watched finished the sad hk love drama. My tears just keep flowing down , i act cried until i feel so weak. Was realli touched by the love between the two person. I realli made me wanna fall in love again .. i realli believe tat if 2 persons are destined , they will go thru watever troubles and hardships. Some people can date for 10 years then break up , but all things happen for a reason. U never know wat comes after the storm , it might be a rainbow. Or maybe u may see the rainbow first then the storm.

Talkin abt love , i just met my 2year secondary school crush , oh man .. after i see him i seriously feel so sad for him. Why would a handsome boy become like that. A man that has no will power or goal in life , is very unattractive. but i was always remember the time i was crazy over him, when he just talked to me or said bye .. i was jumping for joy. Thats the best part of having a crush.

80% of a person's unhappiness is related to money
80% of a person's happiness is NOT related to money.

Life is built up of little happiness.

Some people feel sense of satisfaction or achivement only when they have gone through misery , or even physical pain/endurance. For example : I will feel more satisfied if i used one hr to run then one hr to watch tv.

If u read a book and memorise all the stuffs or character, but u do not feel anything for the story then u have not read the book.

Life is abt quality not longetivity. Death is not about going to hell or heaven , is about having an eternal life.


Hmm , i think all these words is kinda meaningful , although it has not impact my life or wat , but i am sure it would one day. My room is so quiet now that i can hear the clock tick. Seriously i have a fear in hearing the clock tick , it sounds like a time bomb. Scary cat i am... Ytd i was so sad when i saw dong jian's pic on the internet , he look so sad, and depressed. His bro was murdered by 2 chinese who thought he was looking at them. I hope dong jian will recover soon.