This Yr I m saying NO to visiting during cny . Every year need to put on my mask n go visiting , is such a chore. No as if they deserve my respect.

No way am I gonna forget how he treated my mum. Just wish him good luck with all his stuck up money .

I realli don uds why mummy need to bare all these insults from all these bastards . They shld be the one that is suffering. Well I will just take it that god has his way , maybe it's to make us protect her more since she is more vulnerable.


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It's been such a long time. Shall make it alive in 2013 . 2012 ended nicely .

Christmas was filled with foodie n presents . This yr presents were so great . Love them all!! Had a cold white Christmas in Beijing . It was a enjoyable trip . Mummy enjoyed herself in coldness. And I had my first snow experience !!

Count down at the airport this yr .. n awesome view of fireworks on the plane






My hiao mummy .





Snow !!!


Jelly hearts n wine at ofc !!



Christmas brunch @ flutes




Shark fins to start the new yr !

2013 .. There is so much that I nd to improve this yr . Courage is the word I nd ..

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broke my record of drinkin alone !! I guess I m realli v frustrated , n I have reach a state that I feel my own rubbish I shld take it myself . What's the point of telling ur
own rubbish to others . It gives comfort .. We we all lead our own lives . I nd to learn to grow n be independent .


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sometimes I realli dun like to hear how u r frm others . Honestly it hurts my ego .. Cause last time I was the one hu noes . Just like u dun like ppl to know me more than u ...

It's the mutual feeling of importance that's kps friendships going on . Just like the rest of my close frens..

Once I was told it was mutual .but recently I dunno why u kinda make me disappointed cause some stuffs u claimed or stick by becomes invalid. I guess it's the environment .. Everyone nd to accept reality n realli have a sense of belonging . I guess that's wat cause the drift.

Well saying all these .. I will give a super duper big sigh !! N move on with life

slowly we will drift and I will have to accept the fact that things won't be like they were before.

Maybe friendships is like contracts , depends on whether u can see a future before u decide to renew ur contract.

seriously I m just super piss .. Super yuan Wang .. Nv do anithing then must receive such crude words ... Always take me for granted.. Ahhhh !!! Hope someone can knock some sense into u sia since we all failed .. Also dunno say u sensitive or insensitive .

Suddenly I feel so tired after comin bac frm my trip . Maybe because I made some promises to myself that after the trip I nd to
Do . N so fast time just flies like that . I just feel quite drain .. Drain that I realli nd to buck up myself . Realli lots of stuffs nd courage . For instance .. Seeing his family members giving more stress to mummy .. All I can say is ask her to ignore . But as kids , maybe we shld tell them off ? everyday mummy tell me her work is so stressful .. But there is nth much I can do . I dun have the money to clear her ofc Debts so that she can quit .. n lookin at my bro .. So dejected everyday because of his health .. Haiz ... Everyday gg home I try to look ok .. But yah actually I m worried for them ..