We r the 4s now .. (frm left) Snoob, Simone, Stupid n Squid


It was a forced smile by me ..

This is a sincere smile.

Today was a laughing day.. Had another round of er xin gui darlin's bdae outing. It was so much better today.. at least my mood was good n felt comfortable . The whole day was laughin at squid. Hahaha ..

I m gonna have slim fingers again !!!

ah!!!! i feel so fat !!! So so fat .... everytime i wanna jian fei then give up halfway .. the hearbal life determination n habbit has gone ... i dun care this time i m so gonna jian fei .. if nt i dun have clothes to wear to go korea . n i wanna go hk and buy more clothes ... I m goin back to herbal life ON 1 Aug ... Chen huixin is gonna be my trainer , cause she so fuckin scolded me for leting myself go down n down ... i m gonna change my laptop wallpaper to determine myself .

Mr Curry after training .. Part 2 on 30th !!

BBQ at Queens

I m super duper broke .. luckily tml is pay day.. in the upcomin mths i will continue to be broke too lor .. tml is back to work .. ah super sian abt that. its gonna be a long wkend with class on sat morning .. Haiz ...hope the week will pass smoothly with me removin stitches tml, sat training , and sun si nu ren bdae celebration @ some steakhse ..

Surprise !! Heheehe !! It's so fortunate to be my darlin...

Babyxin came to visit me today!! Feel so loved , even though she always say love me lesser le. have been slpin a lot for the wk . And so fast the wk has passed. Dun wanna go back to work !! Haiz .. Stayin at hm like so out of the world .. Luckily ah da give me updates .. Heheh ...

Cant wait for holiday with Hx. But I think I will come back with bruises.

stayin home .. its just drama non stop.. totally immersed myself in the drama. Haiz .. its time to start lookin at korea stuffs le .. watchin drama realli makes me wanna go jeju FNE. But dun noe whr shld i start planning. Hmm.. i cant wait for the trip with bbxin. Its time we stitch back the friendship that we built. Dun wanna anything to happen for me to lose the friendship. As much as every women needs a man who loves her . A women also need a fren that is truly loves n be by her side to hug n cry together. October .. Faster come!

My pig ears ...

Tried nt to take painkillers today ... But still just took one tablet before slpin . Pain kinda comes n goes ... Super ma huan is when slpin n bathing... rough sleeper like me , can't turn sides when i slp is super xin ku ...