the emo girl is slept a lot today .. sleeping makes me feel better... but things wont disappear ba .. dnd is over !! yeah !! so happy that we won back our rental fee hehe .. quite enjoyable night.. n i drank 4 glasses of wine .. eat mac n niam in a slightly tipsy feeling...but my alcohol kick is back.. oh my dangerous.. think next round will be on sat !! Or Timbre !! Next two highlight would be holidays , and bonus .. but after bonus it would be time to think abt my working life again ba.. i just cant wait to go macau for egg tarts and hk for milk tea and shopping again...

without bonus i cant buy a new cam for hk !! . sad ...

I dreamt that everything was back to normal ... it was a gd dream ... Hope it will come true tml... Another dream was that I was lookin for a new job for a new start ... Hahaha wat a joke ? How will my 2011 be ? I m excited to know, yet a little afraid of the challenges ahead ...

The feelin of being angry at someone is tiring , but the feelin of someone being angry at u is worse . A person with such high pride in me hates being ignored . Hates when I am talkin to a wall n hates not talkin things out.

I just hope everything will end on the start of next yr .

Hate the feelin of uncertainties ... sometimes I wonder , why do
I care when ppl dun give a damm...

Haiz ... sometimes i feel so tiring communicating with ppl and yet that is my job. With my fussy-ness and also strong pride, sometimes i feel so tired.. And sometimes after there is more tiring stuffs for me to deal with. Self - restrained is something that i learnt this christmas in church. But which human can realli fufill that, each of us are feel that we r the one that is more ke lian.

Just being emo today... cause i m tired .. realli tired.. tired of the fact that why cant ppl be more understanding n consider my feelings.. Yet this is a thought of self centered-ness

Still feelin fan n worried .... Wakin up not feelin excited on the day ahead ... But just wantin the day to be smooth n problems solved ... When will l feel that life is a interesting mix of joy n sorrow ?

Waitin for doc at nuh ... Hungry cause it's 11, lunch time .... Bored ...








Pics from Evan farewell.... Still waiting for doc ..... gt to
Endure pain again later .... Haiz ....