Isn't so "amazing" how feelings , character , and love can change.
The strong feelings once had can be so awkward now.
The familar voice and face can be such a stranger now.
Feelings and human are so fragile ? Or are we just superfical ?

If a person u once cared can be stranger now , what makes u think that the person u are caring now wont be a stranger in the future? To be contented with everyday u spend with the person ? Then why is the need for promises ? Promises will just hurt in future...

Pessimistic and optimistic is just a line apart. Utimately its just a choice. A choice that i dun wish to change for the time being.

Calamari and Duck Pizza !!!

I am bloggin nw cause i have super super cravings for DUCK PIZZA ! And my cravings has to be curb with a cup of coffee. But i found out that Timbre has delivery ! Hahaha.. But its super duper ex! I think to jurong it would be 12bucks delievery charge. So if its for party purpose it would be definately worth it !! Mavbe we can order it on friday at da's place ?

Ok, back on some personal stuffs ... 2 days back was the house settlement hearing.. I did not accompany my mum cause i did nt slp the night doin project. But in the end it was a wasted trip cause my dad adjourn the whole thing cause he is finding a legal aid lawyer. Yup , which means he wanna get his "expected share" from the house. I really feel that the lawyer who help him fight is so damm stupid. My mum has a record of every single cent she spend on the house, and also how much he spend. What he spend is like only 1% compared to hers ? Based on 1% he feel that he can get 50% profit. Anyway , my mum's lawyer said that we shall just give him what he contributed.

He is really getting on my nerves .. How i wish i can return all my blood to him !!

The last Nite @ Old Dblo.

Annice is so dead !! She look so happy huggin stewart..




Annice was tipsy before me lor .. First time lei.. But i still lose the race..
Sted looks like one actor when he's red.. But i forgot the name!!!


The last night of dblo was fun ( before drama started) .. Yup , after that i was kinda tipsy le... and then i things just started coming out from my mouth. Haiz.. I am now know to Annice SIM mates as Jac "the drunk and disappeared one "... Totally embrassing. Luckily its the last sem..

It is the first time i look so fugly n unglam vomitin in front of a guy.. Seriously it was a total nightmare for him. But he was kind enough to take care of me.. Freakin hell its the first time i entered a handicap toliet with a guy !!! To vomit of course.. So paiseh , i dun even dare to vomit too long, scared gt ppl outside.

And of course i made lots of ppl worried cause of a "beautiful misunderstanding" ... Annice was worried until i kena scoldin , and she recruited so many ppl wanting to search every corner of Clarke Quay. But actual fact i was just behind Dblo... So sorry and thanks to everyone man..

But i realli think i was so amazing , to walk away to go find Annice. Luckily I'm nt a man, i will be super irresponsible one.. Da was said she's feelin emo today.. I nt realli feelin emo , but my heart and mind filled with some thoughts. Well, we are women , so its normal for us to get emotional when we are tipsy. Can't wait to see my two darlins on tue , need to get some lost " memory " back.

Bye Dblo.. I will never get to walk down my fav white stairs..

Just one hypocritical letter, and it made u have second thoughts .. Come on , how many times have he said that he wants to change ... If he has no guts to face all his shit in life, would he have the guts to change. Come on , he dun even have the guts to face to face tell u. If he wants to change, woud he ask me to get out of the house ? So i have to continue to live with a father who will love me on day , and the next day call my mum a bitch ? If u all wanna live such a man , and believe that he has changed , then by all means. I'm 22 yrs old, i will only belive that he has change after i see his actions. and nt words.

Come on , the greatest asset of a man is his words. All women knows that, why cant u wait for the actions to show before u forgive him ? I dun understand why u wanna waste ur life like that. Scared that he will commit sucide , its nt for us to decide , its his own life. Watever, u all can choose whatever path u all want. The path i choose, is to get myself out of this . I dun wanna get hurt anymore!!! Parents always think that they choose the best for us, sometimes its just that they are selfish and dun wanna admit.

Four days of IT fair ... 12 hrs of sleep in a total of 4 days.. Totally shagged... 10am to 2am workings hrs... I and annice can be wonder women.

Worked for Starhub as cashier this time , and it was totally crazy, i dun understand why do ppl wanna spend 3 hrs waiting to buy a phone. So stupid right. But i was an experience for me.. Seeing customers shouting at the staff. Coming to tell me that they have waited an hr, come on, some ppl waited 3hrs!

Knowing the process , its kinda amazing that a majority of them working there are so friendly. Although i slept like a little pig today , i still feel tired.. and now that i have to do project , it made me even more tired.. Haiz... I need some "ME" time again..

Back to projects again !!!!

I'm just sick and tired... I wanna disappear again !

Today was another adventure with Annice Tan.. As usual the two sua ku's had an eye opener experience. We went to CASINO .. Yup, u all must be wondering its impossible for Jacintha to spend 100 bucks to go in and do things that is " waste of time and life" to her... haha... Well, of course not .. SOMEONE brought us in. Haha.. Our sugar KOR KOR ... We spend 6hrs in the casino!!! And we did not win a single cent, but we did not lose a single cent too .. Haha cause we never bet!!! Yup, we only did gamblers , luck, aunties and dealers analysis. Unfortunately .. our fren lost 5k.

The amount of money ppl lose in ten mins , can be the monthly salary of half of Singapore population. Yup , its scary. One plastic is worth 500 bucks .. Within 2 mins , its gone. Gambling is 10 lose, 1 win , odds. So its hard for me to understand are ppl thinking. Seeing the amt of aunties puting their life savings on the table.. Its kinda predictable that the govt will have lots of trouble "soon" . We shall just see! Anyway, for frens who gamble, its ok to gamble a little for the fun of it. But pls dun be greedy and know when to stop. Gambling is fatal.