It has been an "rollercoaster" week for me again. But more "rollercoaster " rides to come. Sometimes i realli feel that i am so suay ... Although we know that there are countless ppl around the world or around us that are worse, its still hard to avoid indulging in self pity at times.

However, when i self pity , i feel that i have greatly sin . Seeing the verdict now , and also looking back at our lives, i realli feel that god has every thing planned for us. It depends on us to appreciate his planning. Sometimes i realli miss the old me, but on the other hand the old me was strong but unhappy. Now at least i learn to be appreciative of the ppl ard me, even though they did not realli do things that are super super touchin or so , but just a little concern alrd i am appreciative of that. Hahaha .. Thats why the number of darlins i have has increased yr by yr ! Until chen huixin has alrd give up ! hahaha..

To all my darlins, thanks for all the concerns .. Although u all might not feel that u all do a lot or realli help or consoled me , but i realli appreciate every word of concern.


Days ahead will be hard, even harder than before. But i believe everything will come to an end soon.

PS : Ah da mei, u see me every day, so pls bear with my off n on emo-ing.. Thank u ah da !

jb trip pics ... It's was a fun day , with me being a little cranky ... haha... But my two darlins still tolerated me ... Hehehe ... it's time they show me some love ... My silly mum joined us later ... Everyone says my mum is cute ... Cute = silly ....

Oh my goodness .. i am bloggin the office and i tot its my CRMS case system . I started with " JA" haha my initials. I am feelin super hungry now .. half n hr more to off work. I cant wait to eat.. seriously i wonder how am i gonna start back goin on a diet. So pissed that i the concert video is actualli not uploaded la. I happily tot it was. It was a satisfied video taken.. Nvm .. i have edited the taiwan pics, taken away the " buang ones" but then facebk still takes a long time to upload. So sianz...

Haiz.. i cant wait for fri ! Timbre ! Its been realli a long time since we had quek quek pizza. N sunday i can see chen hui xin . nv see her for half a mth le. yeah! i miss ban mian times... I can wait for the year to end... haha.. time pls fly.

Did not realli take a lot of pics at sammi concert.. i took enough at hk one le .. haha .. Went concert with Jun Jun n Jacq .. It was fun .. At least the three of us were quite enthu, but i n jacq had to tolerate the non-sammi fan keep niam-ing.. But the three of us nv take photo la.. and i took a super shaky shot of them haha .. but i am nt selfish so i shall upload it here.. hahah ..

I miss all my darlins ...... I also miss my hk airport fried rice n Taiwan ru rou fan , oyster egg n red tea ! haiz .... I can't wait for march now ! I will be back for my fav lemon tea ! Macau egg tarts wait for me !!!

it's 4 more wks to Taiwan ! Life is such a routine that I am just leadin it everyday... With no idea how would the future be ... Seriously felt that durin sch days all the thoughts that with a cert, I can see my future, we just so innocent . Act no one can see their future ... Haha.. It's how u crave ur our future n not just imaginin it. Bein in the same company as ah da , both of us are pillars of each other in work... Which is comforting ... Thoughts of disappearing in our own world also happen the same time. Haha.. And after so much crap ... My main plans now is still save n for the travelling plans...

31 days more !!! Yahoo !!! Two things I will never be sick of ... Sammi concert n hk !!!