Cakes that sister-in law made. She loves bakin.

My first lan game experience . ( till 5am) With annice , nicholas, aubrey,wei jie and johnny.

They guys had a hard time dealin with two girls who keep commitin sucide .

Amanda loves my xxx the most .

Oh my , hope no male readers.

i gt scolded for bein in the pic .. Poor me , was just bein enthu ah .

Clara's first clubbin exp , and she gave it to us. This women drank chivas !

Me and da , with friendly strangers!

Friendly strangers behind .. So cute

This pic is real funny . Everyone in their own world .

We sucessfully reached double o , after travelling so long . Should add a singapore flag .

Skipped class today .. I'm feelin so restless . There is like test and btt . Both i can;t afford failing. My mood was spoilt today . But shall get over it , after i find a solution to pamper myself again. Have been leadin a life that i never thot i will be leading before. seeing sch kids at the bus stop when i get home, realli is weird.. Well , i'm an adult now . Should know how to deal with whatever i experience. Ytd , some memories came back to my mind. It's so amazing that last time i can be so crazy over "dragon". Like everyone at that age like ppl so easily. Just because his smile was cute. But now , i can even ... someone without feelings . Just a moment for romance. And the next day wake up , it was like i had a dream. Honestly , i like the way it is .

( Anyway , i think this entry only da and ann knows wats goin on )

  Global Warming is showing it big signal . Weather is becoming chaotic in many parts of the world. Dun dare to see the news on Melbourne fire, seeing people crying when their homes become destroyed , its very saddening . Esp when the western countries are claimed to be stronger than us , but we nothing but just humans with feelings. If i ever go to Melbourne to complete my degree , i wonder how would i feel . I think the after being to vietnam it somehow spark the fire in me to travel to see what i have nt seen ever in my life. Like another world that is so diff from mine.

Went to see thaipusm on sunday with mummy , and it was so spectucular too. I seriously dun noe why i always have prob uploadin video. But nevermind la , its in my cam. We went inside the temple , and got to know more about the hindu culture. Hmm.. do you guys know that hindu priest can have wifes ? Seeing all the religous priets having handphones that are so new , and takin video , made me feel quite weird. Very interestin.

Ok , some pics and then back to my books and then rui en  therapy on mobtv. 

 

All the karwatis are very very heavy .And some of the people who carry are young boys. And skinny boys! Did not manage to get a pic of the piercing of their mouth . That s real scary!

   First Celebration : Afternoon

On my bade , i had my fav lemon chicken rice frm SIM . Then amanda came up with cake and ballons . So the food we had to eat ?  Chicken Rice , Fries , Beancurd ( damm nice ) , and Cake .

Took a lot of photos with different guys , cause we offer them cake. All pics are with annice dear.

 

2nd Celebration :In the evening

        

 

Yen and stella ( Baby )

Thanks for your gift girl !

 

Pei Yun , Hx , Me

 

Oh , Our sexy zw . Also in the pic is essential brew " ice lemon tea" , dun try it , unless u like oolong !

 

Hong wee .. So cute right !

Huixin and Hwee Ying

 

Attention : The follwing pics consist of a long of these 3 siao kia . Bear with it K !

 

 

Carrot spend a lot of effort having this image ! We laugh the shit out our ass !

The cake , a very artistic pic taken by carrot

Essential brew decorated the place with ballons and birthday streamer. Thank you .

Ok this was ainah's bdae pic . For al those who are confused who are memebers of sisterhood . Here we are , nt one less .

3rd Celebration : At Powerhouse .

No pics . Heheh

 

 

4th Celebration : 5am in the morning .

We had soup , to clear our alcohol . Very good effect . Really felt better .

 

Yup thats all for my 21st bdae . Seriously ate a lot and had lots of fun .

The start to adulthood

 

Oh man , just when i am about to blog , i feel like shittin. Shall make it a quick post .

Ok firstly need to thank everyone who made my day a great one ytd . The whole of sisterhood , plus peh yun , Baby , annice and da . And also thanks to stedson for holding the cake and balloons . I realli had an enjoyable and memorable 21st bdae. Unfortunately i did not get drunk , cause the feelin of pukin was really bad. Thanks for everyone who wished me too . Had a few surprises among them. Hehe ...

Ok , i need to shit then go sleep liao . Photos will be uploaded soon k . Rushin for projects too.. See ya soon guys .

 

Sisterhood !

 

Ainah had a nice sleep at powerhouse ! That naughty hand belongs to carrot !

 

 

Happy Family !

 

Ho Chin Minh

 

 

Can u imagine staying in such a place ?            We had a nice boat trip !  

 

 

This is the cu chi tunnel , where the vietnam ppl hide durin war time . That small little hole is the entrance . Onli thin ppl can go in , thats why the US troops can't get in !

 

 

 

I stopped by Paris ! Seriously love this building !

 

  Vietnam Lao Po Bing

 

 

Took a lot of pics of Vietnam, cause we went to a lot of interesting places , like the coconut monk island , and cu chi tunnels . Vietnam is a city of triangle hats and motorcycles. The road traffic will scare any singaporean . But after the first day of training , on the second day i and mummy cross the roads like vietnamese. Haha .. Oh i must say that that the food there are delicious , we ate Elephant ear , and dragon egg . These two names scared the whole tour and we all so scared at the lunch table .. Ended up ? It was elephant ear fish , a fish that looks like elephant ear. And dragon egg , was like damm nice , its make up of some starchy ingredents . But their food are very healthy, everything has mint leaves .

 

Ainah's bdae was fun at powerhouse ,except the fact that  i was in my own world dancing , but the waiters kept comin in my way. But i woke up the next morn and puke foam lor . So horrible , i puke and teared at the same time . I also dun noe why vomit will tear lei . So weird . Anyway, next up is my bdae .. Hopefully it wld be fun too !

life

After losin such a close person , a person i treated like my mum . I was like her daughter too after she lost her own . It realli make me wake up to a lot of things . Life and death is very sudden , aunty did not even know that she would go off . We were laughin just a week ago .

The most horrible momemnt is seeing the blood pressure figure slowly goin down . And the figure on top of the machine had 0. I realli wanted to throw a chair at the machine . When the doc said that there is onli 2 hrs left , i was prayin so hard for a miracle. WHY WHY WHY was all in my head . When blood flowed from the mouth , it was so scary . God realli will just take us when our time is up . They way of livin life is so impt , on ur death bed what are the things you are able to reflect or feel satisfied that u have done .

I dun wanna remember how many clubs i went to , i dun wanna remember which pub i have not visited , which cocktail i have not tried , which guy i did not kiss , how many guys i were crazy over , how many ppl i have in friendster .

What is important is the time u enjoyed your life with your loved ones, enjoyin life alone is seriously not enough. After losin someone so dear, i realli which to hug all the people i loved so dearly and not allow god to take them away from me . So , what is most important to me now is takin care and spending time with the people i love . So that even if i die the next min , they will have memories with me , and i will have memories to bring to heaven .

 

Jesus , after seeing mummy so hysterical , i know that if i die earlier than her , she won't be able to take it . Of course , if mummy leaves me i will be hysterical too , but i realli dun wanna see my mum like that when i die . So if you actually want me to die before mummy , can pls make her strong . I promise you i will live my life properly from now on . Pls also give me the courage to do so . I love you . Oh , pls take care of jie jie and aunty for me ok !  See you .

Dear jie jie zairyn , 

 

I was 12 yrs old when u left us. At that point of time i was confused as to why god make u leave me . I remebered you said you will bring me out to clubbin when i grow up . Like a sister , u showered me with all the love. i could not accept it , but luckily u will always appear to me in my dreams and give me signs to show me you are happy up there. I realli miss you alot . Now, aunty vicki has gone to join you up there. She realli missed you lot when you left , so i guess she will be happy with you up there now. Pls help us take care of her . We will all miss you two and will never forget you. Although there are many things that we have not done, i will never forget the love you all gave me , as a sister and a 2nd mum .

I keep askin god , why must he always take away my loved one so suddenly within weeks , its really very heartbreaking to see your love ones goin away. Anyway, i know that you all are in good hands now , with peace and without suffering. I will go up and join you all when my time is up too.

Aunty , pls guide over mummy , cause she misses you a lot , let her be strong . Also , give me the strength to look after mummy . Bye..

 

With lots of love ,

jacin .