Day out with shuwen n mum

today is a great day ! went orchard with amanda and barney mummy. my mum keep bad mouth in front of amanda lor .. i no more face le la. It was a great shoppin trip , very long time never shop with my mother le , barney mummy wanted to bring us for high tea at raffles the plaza hotel , but luckily i reminded her that she's nt a tai tai . That women , everytime imagine she is tai tai.. In the end , we settled for coffee at far east. My mother likes amanda nw ... everytime i say go out with amanda then she will say OK ! Next time we shld have a outing with barneymummy , barney , and all barney dears n darlins. I think barney mummy will go bankrupt.

Oh barney is goin hk on oct 18-22 .. its a mth away .. but i know u guys will miss me when i go holiday rite ...

Zouk with the kiasi gang .. haha

Went zouk with the kaisi gang ytd.. ( sorry ester dear, i went clubbin instead of sendin u off.. dun hate me .. But i send a romantic sms to u lei , and u idiot send me such a cold reply! so unromantic!)

it was the first time clubbin for yx n mandy... i know they gt a shock with the amt of people, cause its ladies night, my goodness there is so many ppl. But luckily we did nt go inside MOS , if nt we will be surronded by ah bengs n Mina. Zouk 's crowd is better. We had a fun .. but it was so hard to dance with so many ppl. And everywhere is pretty girls.. i was telling them that i can't find anyone uglyier than me... sob.. i need plastic surgery... after zouk we went clarke quay cause we did nt want to waste money on midnight charge, so mandy,yx, dada n I went to mac. honestly i tot i will give up half way n just take a cab back. But... we stay at mac till 5.30am. so amazing .. we gt to see the nice quiet view of clarke quay early in the morning.. so peaceful, when there is no more night life.

Although i am amazed with myself for stayin out so late, i woke up with terrible sore throat. and my mummy say i ah lian ... ( sob ... ) my mood is nt realli very good today, cause of the sore throat and also the stupid tekmedia, asked me to work this weekend then suddenly disappear, and the stupid david , never even update us. Make us wait n wait.. I am halfway to getting done with my cleanning at home .. so i dun want to hang in the air, i have gotten enough rest alrd.

Felt damm pissed n depressed just now, and i throw my temper at amanda. sorry da, i know whenever i angry , u very poor thing cause u r always my target. haiz .. ppl whom i always su ku,are nt here, stupid huixin, when i need u, u go hk. stupid ester, go wat france la , singapore no gd meh .. (just kiddin la , scoldin ppl makes me happier. u all better enjoy urself k ) shit i think i become sadist alrd. Luckily , mandy lam .. cheer me up with her " happy man " .. thanks mandy, i noe u have been busy listening n cheering up amanda n I.

Ok .. its pics time again ..

Ps : Kiasi gang , pls dun scold me if i post ugly pics k , cause u all r always so pretty in my eyes ah , Anyway my blog onli gt 6 ppl read onli . I am nt so cruel to put on friendster .. like MANDY LAM WOON HUI !

Pics shall do the talkin

My bf proposed alrd.. haha ..its my mummy diamond ring
barney n barneymummy

she just loves to take pics 24hrs
shuwen n barney
2 barneys !!

slackin with them was cool
she wants wee kiong now , dun wan me alrd

Sisterhood .. Memories

actually i had no feelin or no mood to blog today, but after viewing some of my sisterhood frens the blog, it had left me some thoughts and left me with flashbacks of the past secondary sch days with them. Hmm .. so fast, all of them changed, last time they were the pure sec sch ah lians wearing slippers and bermudas. loitering at arcades. We even join as a grp of 11 called sisterhood cause we dun wan to kena bullied by others. I was always never scared of anything, cause i know if i tell them , they will help me chu tou.

i still remember the days where every weekend we will go arcade n waste time. Now , they are all grown up , things on their wishlist are Gucci bags and LV.. Nana has also become from bad to worse .. last time when i realised that their lives is not what i want , i always wanted to help them go back to the right path. I still remember how i and hx tried to change Nana , and how strict we were on her. But its still no use. Act i am glad to see that the rest of them have alrd grown up. Although i can never lead the life that they are leadin , i have never look down on them. i admit sometimes i feel that they are wastin their lives , goin in and out of school. But they are most loyal grp of frens that i have. even i n hx seldom meet them, maybe onli one year once gatherings . But they still treat us very good, and never kick us out of sisterhood .. ahaha..

Still, i hope that one day, they will do things not for the sake of playin anymore, but seriously think what they want to do for their lives.

just finished hk drama series , My green grass of home. A very nice love and environmental focus drama. Makes me wanna go for a village holiday. Hmm.. i just realised that there are a lot of things undone at home, and i can predict that mummy is gonna nag at me soon. I think i shall spend most of the time at home next week . the comming weeks would be catching up sessions with my secondary sch peeps and n primary sch buddy , and also annice n gang. Hope things would turn better for sha n annice at ipp. As for jobs , i would see if the telemarketer job is attractive a nt , but workin with amanda makes it attractive alrd. Haha .. if nt then i shall just wait for tekmedia to give me jobs when there are assignments. In the mean time, i seriously need to get things organised, have been slackin and wasting time too much le. Ester dear ask me to be motivated, so i shall nt be lazy barney if nt she won't want me anymore when she 's back. I need to upload lots of pics later man. Sian la , all bcos of amanda huang .. and amanda huang, this is my last warning to you , STOP matchmaking me to RUM. i like vodka n tequlia onli ( haha)

This is my babyxin.... a possesive women :)


The small girl is sitting alone waiting for parents .. ( I will never leave my child alone like that! Stupid parents !)

Freedom is an issue to me

I finally gt a job,dada n i went for interview today , its a samsung promoter job. Yah it would be good experience for me since i have nt done sales, and the company is media cum marketing company. but when i reached home, lyin in my own comfort zone watchin tv, suddenly i have the urge to call in tml and say that i dun wanna work. I think i am too qian jin xiao jie alrd. ahaha. Because the thought of sloggin 6 days a week for money and just to past time makes me feel that i am wastin my life also.( i think i am crazy) Act i had plans of wat to do if i dun get a job, i wanna go and take the diploma in psychology part time course at American Alliance Asia. I made enquires a long time ago alrd. yah its my dream to be a clinical psychologist, i am too stupid la , so i only can stick to biz industry as my career. Okie i just spoke to mummy , and she ask me to go and find out how long is the course , and she will give money to learn.. i need to go and check it out. holidays makes me feel lost, sch makes me stress. work is a drag. wat muumy say is correct , the best job for me is a full time tai tai, everyday watch hk drama , eat dim sum. But .. No sugar daddy. haiz..

Friendships are fragile

had a long talk with hx ytd, she wrote a long post to scold me on her blog . so idot. But luckily i we talked on the phone and i finally managed to understand how she feels. I realli did not show enough concern abt her life , that is because i always take her for granted, i know that she will not abandon me , and no matter wat problems i meet , she will walk through it with me . But i guess , i shld nt take her for granted anymore . i know that my change has made an impact on her. and also has impact on my friendship . Well i just hope that things will get better , with both of us trying hard